[{"id":315173,"date":"2026-08-25T07:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-08-25T11:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/?p=315173"},"modified":"2026-08-25T12:33:32","modified_gmt":"2026-08-25T16:33:32","slug":"the-dream-of-homeownership-is-haunted-by-eviction-in-this-debut-novel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/the-dream-of-homeownership-is-haunted-by-eviction-in-this-debut-novel\/","title":{"rendered":"The Dream of Homeownership Is Haunted by Eviction in This Debut Novel"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The premise of Andrea Uptmor\u2019s debut novel, <em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9780316602211\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">The New People<\/a><\/em>, is both gloriously simple and fraught with tension. Newlyweds Emma and Rachel move into a recently foreclosed house in a Midwestern campus town in 2008, but unbeknownst to them, the evicted former owners Charlotte and Dirk are still living in the attic in a form of illicit cohabitation known as phrogging. The contested space of the house\u2014which Charlotte begins to sabotage in the hopes that \u201cthe new people\u201d will leave\u2014ultimately grounds the novel\u2019s larger questions about the domestic infrastructure of marriage, homeownership, and parenthood, especially for people whose access to those social institutions has been restricted.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignleft size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9780316602211\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\" noreferrer noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"600\" height=\"930\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-14.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-315176\" style=\"width:300px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-14.png 600w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-14-194x300.png 194w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As a queer millennial who experienced the travails of trying to secure the legal protections of marriage well before the 2015 Obergefell v. Hodges ruling, I had no idea how much it would mean to me to encounter a story like this one. Uptmor\u2019s insights into the pressures that both legal and social queerphobia exert on Emma and Rachel\u2019s marriage is pitch-perfect, and I loved the unexpected way in which she intertwines their struggles with those of the much older straight couple. Her approach feels refreshingly nuanced and true to the lived complexities of navigating queer adulthood in a predominantly conservative community. The book frequently made me laugh, and even moved me to tears in public. I should also mention that it is built far more sturdily than the fictional house in question, with well-finished prose and an elegantly constructed plot. In short, it\u2019s a novel I will be thrusting into the hands of queer and straight friends alike in the coming months.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In anticipation of the book\u2019s release, Uptmor and I had a delightful conversation over Zoom this spring about living hauntings and contested domestic spaces, as well as the intersections of queer and economic issues that drew her to revisit 2008 with these particular characters.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Jules Fitz Gerald: I once heard Carmen Maria Machado speak about all stories being haunted house stories, in the sense that they\u2019re haunted both by their writers and by their readers. If you think of yourself as a ghost, what prompted you to haunt this particular fictional house in Indiana?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Andrea Uptmor: <\/strong>This idea of illegally occupying somebody&#8217;s home has always been interesting to me. When my wife and I bought our first house in 2013 in South Minneapolis, it was in the middle of a huge rash of foreclosures in the neighborhood, and the day after we moved in, our neighbor was evicted due to foreclosure. Right after he left, a group of squatters moved in and occupied the house. Law enforcement was there all the time with their guns drawn, the windows were broken in, but they couldn&#8217;t get these people to leave. It was so fascinating to me, this idea that, for me, home ownership was about a mortgage, and for the people next door, it was about occupying a space. It wasn&#8217;t until I learned about phrogging, which is living in somebody&#8217;s house without their knowledge\u2014sort of an actual living haunting\u2014that I thought, oh, that&#8217;s the story. Because then you&#8217;ve got that automatic tension between the people who believe they own the house and the people who are occupying it.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignright\"><blockquote><p>The house becomes this microcosm of what&#8217;s happening in the country.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In terms of why Indiana, that&#8217;s a good question. I was living in Iowa at the time that I wrote this and was really feeling what Emma feels throughout the book\u2014not quite belonging, being a woman married to a woman. Like Iowa, Indiana can be one of those on-the-fence places where you just never know, when someone&#8217;s cleaning your teeth at the dentist&#8217;s office, or giving you an Uber ride, whether they&#8217;re a safe person or not. I wanted to recreate that environment for Emma and [the] other characters where there&#8217;s this air of uncertainty, where you&#8217;re not always sure if people are being intentionally aggressive or bigoted or homophobic, or whether it&#8217;s being perceived through Emma&#8217;s conditioning.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>JFG: I loved how you handled that in the book. I live very far from Indiana, in rural Oregon, but what you&#8217;re describing really resonates. Beyond the place, it was interesting as a reader to look back on that time period, especially as rights that once seemed like legal certainties\u2013like marriage equality\u2013are increasingly in question. What was it like for you to write 2008 from the vantage point of the present?&nbsp;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>AU: <\/strong>I&#8217;m very nostalgic for 2008. I would love to go back right now and have eight years of Obama ahead of me. But it was a pretty grim time, economically speaking. Nearly 2.5 million homeowners lost their homes to foreclosure. There was high unemployment. People&#8217;s 401Ks were tanking. There was a huge recession. At the same time, there was this brief window in California where same sex marriage was legal . . . then Proposition Eight passed, and it was no longer legal. We look back on 2008 with this sense of nostalgia and hope now, but when you were living it in the moment, people were losing their jobs, their money, their marriages, their rights to marry. It felt like the domestic infrastructure of people&#8217;s lives was disappearing. And if I wanted to write a story where a post-retirement couple was willing to endure the discomfort and humiliation of phrogging in their own attic, 2008 is probably the most likely time that this could have actually happened. The house becomes this microcosm of what&#8217;s happening in the country. The people in the attic, Charlotte and Dirk, are dealing with money issues and with a child who [lives with] addiction and mental illness. And the people downstairs, Emma and Rachel, are navigating being a queer couple in a conservative area. They&#8217;re all in the same space, but they&#8217;re having these wildly different experiences. Yet when they&#8217;re placed together in a narrative, there&#8217;s a lot of overlap.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>JFG: I really appreciated how the book is a portrait of these two different marriages at very different life stages. What led you to write Charlotte and Emma as dual narrators rather than, say, going back and forth between Emma and Rachel?&nbsp;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignleft\"><blockquote><p>Quite a bit of the loss [in the book] is characters having to reconcile themselves to their lives going a different way than they&#8217;d expected.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>AU: <\/strong>It&#8217;s fun to reflect on these things because a lot of times the writing is instinctive, or you just pick up a trail. Of the four main characters, if I was going to dedicate a couple years of my life to really thinking about them, Emma and Charlotte are the two I liked the most and wanted to spend the most time with. I started with Emma because her experience most closely aligns with mine, and I think that&#8217;s often a place where writers start. I had this idea in my head, like you said, of a portrait of these two marriages, but I originally thought of them as political or generational foils, where we&#8217;ve got the conservative folks in the attic, and the lesbians downstairs, and you know, what&#8217;s gonna happen? The nuance grew through the editing. As I wrote, I realized Charlotte is so much more complex than I had originally intended, and it&#8217;s reductionist to try to just boil her down. She&#8217;s obviously Republican, but that&#8217;s not really important to the story.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>JFG: Yeah, I think of her as a secondary protagonist.&nbsp;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>AU: <\/strong>Well, she&#8217;s the one who&#8217;s got more of an agenda. Like she&#8217;s got a drive. Dirk is a little bit of her opposite in that he&#8217;s willing to just wait for things to happen. In the first draft, though, Charlotte was a lot less active. I think naturally a character who spends most of a book in an attic becomes very self-reflective. She had a lot of internalized sequences, whereas Emma is out in the world, she&#8217;s going to work, she\u2019s going to the clinic, she\u2019s interacting with and meeting new people, and it&#8217;s hard to balance two protagonists who are energetically very different. So in revision, Charlotte grew more into a person who is driving the story on a certain level, and she&#8217;s actually making things happen. I hate it when writers say this, but it kind of surprised me as I was writing. If we&#8217;re going to pull one spouse from each pair, they are the two most tortured. And if I&#8217;m going to read a book or write a character, I&#8217;m really interested in the tortured ones, the ones who are suffering and who are contemplating what to do about it.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>JFG: Same. I have to ask, too, with all literary allusions\u2014like that delightful running joke between Emma and Rachel about having a <em>Mrs. Dalloway <\/em>day\u2014who were the other books and authors lurking in the attic of your brain while you were writing?&nbsp;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>AU: <\/strong>I think the writer who has probably influenced me the most and whom I adore the most is Tessa Hadley. I always tell people I would pay money to read Tessa Hadley&#8217;s grocery list. There&#8217;s just magic in the sentences. One thing that I admire about her and have picked up from her is her ability to layer psychology on the physical world, to blur the mental landscape with the physical landscape. There are parts of <em>The New People<\/em> where I can totally tell that I was reading a Tessa Hadley novel while I was writing, and I was trying so damn hard to sound like her. You should never do that because you&#8217;ll never\u2014she&#8217;s that category of one.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Someone else I really love is Megha Majumdar, who wrote <em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9780593081259\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">A Burning<\/a><\/em> and <em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9780593804872\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">A Guardian and a Thief<\/a><\/em>. She writes these big stories where society is looming and impacting what&#8217;s happening on a level between two people. And yet the stories are so efficient. These are short novels that have these big, big worlds with huge consequences. She&#8217;s not afraid of a sad ending though, and I am\u2014I can&#8217;t do it.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>JFG: I\u2019ll resist commenting on the ending of <em>The New People<\/em>, except to say that something I love so much about Emma is how her actions keep escalating. There&#8217;s this sense of watching the train wreck happening. I also really enjoyed that she&#8217;s a writer. It\u2019s poignant that one of the big imbalances in her marriage with Rachel is that Emma has been writing this beautiful, quiet literary novel, trying to sell it for years, and then Rachel writes this bestselling science fiction novel. What was it like to write a character who is also a writer?&nbsp;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignright\"><blockquote><p>The novel is a perfect art form for shining a light on how these big systems that govern our lives, respond to something stressful.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>AU: <\/strong>My agent would keep putting comments that said, \u201cThis is too inside baseball.\u201d I have an MFA, which is really just a couple of years where you&#8217;re allowed to talk about writing 24 hours a day with people and you don&#8217;t have to excuse yourself. I still find it so fascinating and so interesting. Emma&#8217;s a writer, but she&#8217;s also dealing with something that a lot of creatives deal with, which is failure, this idea that when you&#8217;re creating a piece of art or a novel, most of the time, nobody has asked for it. That&#8217;s how I felt while I was writing this novel and kind of torturing myself over it like, is this going to be anything? Is this worth all the time and the tears? Nobody asked me to write this book and the world would be the same if I did or didn&#8217;t, and artists have to grapple with that all the time. Why do I keep going? What fuels me creatively? This is something that Emma doesn&#8217;t address directly because she spends so much time trying to look at anything but this creative failure. But it ties in with the rest of the book in the sense that everybody&#8217;s got some kind of invisible hope that&#8217;s dangling in front of them that keeps them going, that makes them want to want to get out of bed in the morning, and for a lot of creatives, the work is that.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>JFG: There&#8217;s a lot of loss in the book, but quite a bit of that loss is more of characters having to reconcile themselves to their lives going in a different way\u2014or motherhood looking a different way and marriage looking a different way\u2014from what they\u2019d hoped or expected. I know you were just talking about hope and the more sunny side of things, but I\u2019m fascinated by your choice to make the house itself a compromised, dangerous space at a very literal level, with the shortcuts that were taken when the house was flipped and Charlotte\u2019s later attempts at sabotage to try to get Emma and Rachel to leave. Am I reading too much into the metaphor to think of this as an interrogation of these domestic institutions or traditional frameworks around marriage and motherhood?<\/strong>&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n<aside class=\"related-content-block alignright no-title\">\n    \t\t\t\t\t<article class=\"post-box\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/8-books-about-housing-inequality-in-america\/\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"post-box-info\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2>8 Books About Housing Inequality in America<\/h2>\n\t\t\t\t\t<!-- <p>Eva Rosen recommends non-fiction about how social disparity is tied to where we live<\/p> -->\n<!-- temp without tags -->\n\t\t\t\t\t<p>Eva Rosen recommends non-fiction about how social disparity is tied to where we live<\/p>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"post-box-lower\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\tJul 14\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t&#8211; <span>Eva Rosen<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"post-box-image\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"post-box-category\">Reading Lists\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<!-- blah -->\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/baron-cole-CAAxCRmqDVQ-unsplash-768x512.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium_large size-medium_large wp-post-image\" alt=\"Curtis Bay, Baltimore\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/baron-cole-CAAxCRmqDVQ-unsplash-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/baron-cole-CAAxCRmqDVQ-unsplash-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/baron-cole-CAAxCRmqDVQ-unsplash-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/baron-cole-CAAxCRmqDVQ-unsplash-1536x1024.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/baron-cole-CAAxCRmqDVQ-unsplash-2048x1365.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/baron-cole-CAAxCRmqDVQ-unsplash-600x400.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t<\/article>\n\n\t<\/aside>\n\n\n<aside class=\"related-content-block alignright no-title\">\n    <\/aside>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>AU: <\/strong>I think in some ways big metaphors and big acts of symbolism in novels are the invention of the critics. I think the writer\u2019s job is to bring up an implausible scenario and then create an authentic setting and authentic characters around it, so that what comes out is not symbolic but the natural human output of a society. So I appreciate that reading very much. The house failing on a structural level certainly was a critique of the way that the housing market crash happened in 2008. There was such a rush to get all these houses out. There were so many predatory lenders, and so many people who did not understand what they were signing up for. And that was the point. And obviously the people who flipped Rachel and Emma&#8217;s home can stand in for all the big bad players during that time. People did not have your security or your safety in mind when all of this was happening. It was just about lining people&#8217;s pockets.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think the novel\u2014not this novel in particular, but the novel in general\u2014is a perfect art form for shining a light on how these big systems that govern our lives, the economy and political weather and the legal systems, how that plays out on a day-to-day level between two people who are talking, how they respond to something stressful. So I wouldn&#8217;t think of it naturally as symbolism, though a reader is definitely invited to think of it that way. That&#8217;s the great thing about the relationship between the writer and the reader, back to this question of haunting, is that the writer&#8217;s job is to build the house, and then move out, just get the hell out, and the reader comes in and the reader changes the lighting and moves in furniture, and that&#8217;s the most beautiful part of this whole process.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The premise of Andrea Uptmor\u2019s debut novel, The New People, is both gloriously simple and fraught with tension. 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Paola shouted her name, identifying herself as she\u2019d been trained to do, while the men slammed the van doors on her. Adri\u00e1n, kicking so hard one rope-soled huarache sailed into the street, was heard to yell, \u201c\u00a1Viva la revoluci\u00f3n!\u201d But this detail may have been added by one of his friends: a sympathizer, too, with the cause.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After the van screeched away and all bystanders dived into what doorways they could, the books Ester\u2019s parents had dropped lay untouched, their pencils flung in an arc across puddles of leaked motor oil. For several minutes, no one dared step outside to salvage the books, or Adri\u00e1n\u2019s shoe, or Paola\u2019s pencil case, striped blue and white, which had rolled into a drain.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Adri\u00e1n and Paola. Graduate students in sociology, active in their student union. Both twenty-six, married young. Ester was their only child. They lived in a two-room apartment in a downtown neighborhood unvisited by their kin, since Paola\u2019s family had fled Guatemala some years before, while Adri\u00e1n\u2019s family felt it was a scandal, living so low when there was no need. Nonetheless, they\u2019d been happy there\u2014Paola, Adri\u00e1n, Ester.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now Adri\u00e1n and Paola were gone. Like a trapdoor had opened and shut, said one of their university friends as everyone gathered in shock at Great-Aunt Silvia\u2019s house. Ester was already there\u2014she stayed with her great-aunt during her parents\u2019 classes\u2014but the rest of her father\u2019s clan drove three hours from their sugar plantation, with several armed bodyguards. Her parents\u2019 friends, meanwhile, arrived on foot or by bus, knowing the house from when Adri\u00e1n lodged there during his first year of studies. After tonight, they would never re-enter Silvia\u2019s house. Because of what they\u2019d just witnessed, they were quemados\u2014burned. Most, very soon, would go into exile or hiding.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Great-Aunt Silvia lived in Zona 2 of the city, a genteel colonia a bit past its prime. Inside her parlor\u2014heavy drapes at the windows, Persian rugs on tile floors\u2014people took turns holding Ester. The University of San Carlos students clutched Ester like she was the last sturdy root sticking out from a mountain before a mudslide carried them down. Ester\u2019s aunts had much softer laps; their necks smelled of perfume and were slick with hot tears, and intermittently Ester cried, too\u2014cried out of fear, and because she missed her parents, who by then should have eaten Tuesday-night tamales with her and sung her to sleep with a ballad by Victor Jara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Only Great-Aunt Silvia did not hold Ester. Only she did not cry. She bustled about, calling her maid, Amparo, to bring out more coffee, more rum. The only sign that she wasn\u2019t herself showed in a run down the back of her stockings and two curls, dyed silvery blond, which came loose from her updo and wobbled against her stout nape.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWell, the police will file their report,\u201d said Great-Uncle Vicente, Silvia\u2019s brother, from the best brocade chair. Decades of running his sugarcane farm made him feel the master of most small domains. \u201cAll we can do is wait till the kidnappers ask for a ransom.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The San Carlos students murmured at this. \u201cMan, they\u2019re not gonna do that,\u201d said a guy in wire-rimmed glasses. \u201cThat\u2019s not how it works. 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Nobody saw her crawl, belly-down, beneath the old china cabinet, a mahogany piece that anchored one end of the parlor. In the close triangular space where the cabinet cut off the room\u2019s corner, the air Ester breathed ricocheted into her face, and it grew increasingly hard to believe there was light on the opposite side. As the voices of others faded away, she pressed her cheek to the back of the cabinet. Was this how it felt, being gone?&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;\u201cIt\u2019s best we don\u2019t ask,\u201d Great-Aunt Silvia would say, those other occasions when Ester\u2019s parents had left\u2014for days, sometimes for a week. They were doing fieldwork, they said, out in the countryside. Silvia kept Ester during these stints, but whenever Ester\u2019s parents returned, Silvia would greet them with anger. \u201cIs this the last time?\u201d she might demand. \u201cTell me it\u2019s the last time.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cVamos a ver, T\u00eda,\u201d Ester\u2019s father would say. Or, \u201cS\u00f3lo Dios sabe\u201d\u2014to which Great-Aunt Silvia snapped, \u201cDon\u2019t bring God into this.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Once, not long ago, when Ester\u2019s parents had gone, breakfast at Silvia\u2019s house was interrupted by a long-distance call. Silvia came back from the phone looking like she\u2019d been stung by a scorpion. \u201cEster,\u201d she said, \u201cwe\u2019re taking a trip. You\u2019ll have to finish up quickly.\u201d Not until they were inside the town car, behind Great-Aunt Silvia\u2019s driver, did she explain they were going out into the campo to retrieve Ester\u2019s parents.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThey won\u2019t come on the bus?\u201d Ester said. This was their habit: arriving home dirty and tired, their backpacks squashed into the shape of a chicken-bus luggage rack. Her parents seldom rode in Great-Aunt Silvia\u2019s car, and when they did, they would lower their windows at stoplights for street kids with sponges and buckets of water. Despite Silvia\u2019s protests, they\u2019d say, <em>Yes, please,<\/em> <em>we\u2019ll take a wash.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em><\/em>Silvia\u2019s manicured fingers with their sharp, sparkling rings hurt Ester\u2019s hand as she held it. She said, \u201cThis time, your parents want us.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Several hours into the highlands, nearing the arranged meeting place, Great-Aunt Silvia\u2019s chauffeur pulled off the road. \u201cIt\u2019s a new army checkpoint,\u201d he said. Soldiers in camouflage moved up and down the edge of the highway, questioning all motorists headed west.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNot a word, Ester,\u201d Silvia said under her breath as a man stooping beneath his machine gun rapped at their window.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhat are you ladies doing out here?\u201d he asked, peering into their car. \u201cAre you aware it\u2019s a live conflict zone?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Great-Aunt Silvia touched the gold cross at her throat. \u201cMercy. Not right here, Teniente?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cAfraid so,\u201d said the lieutenant. \u201cThere\u2019s been new activity at Cuatro Caminos\u2014a guerrilla roadblock\u2019s gone up. We can\u2019t let anyone proceed.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cClaro que s\u00ed, Teniente.\u201d Gathering Ester under one arm, Silvia batted her lashes. \u201cBut we\u2019re not actually going that far. We just want the turnoff for Lake Atitl\u00e1n.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The lieutenant\u2019s face loosened a bit. \u201cGoing on holiday, are you?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cExactly,\u201d Great-Aunt Silvia lied.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And the man with the gun waved them on\u2014persuaded, perhaps, by their town car, or by the lie and the flirting. Or perhaps by Ester, a little girl wearing the white eyelet dress Silvia had coaxed her into just before they left home.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSee that now, Ester?\u201d Great-Aunt Silvia said as they descended the side road to Lake Atitl\u00e1n. They were passing a statue of boots\u2014boots with black heels and black laces. Black army boots, tall as the pines. \u201cThat\u2019s where los h\u00e9roes de la patria labor for us. For all good Guatemalans.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester stared at those boots, at the barracks behind them and the soldiers in uniform marching around. She couldn\u2019t see what was so special. Her great-aunt did not clarify, and soon they reached the shores of Lake Atitl\u00e1n. When they parked beside an abandoned caf\u00e9 with an overgrown lot, Ester\u2019s parents emerged from the brush.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMami! Papi!\u201d Standing up on the seat, she pushed herself out the rear window.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cEstercita. Mi Estercita,\u201d her father said, smiling, and hugged the top half of her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then she was back where she wanted to be, on his lap with her mother close by. Her parents smelled as they did whenever they returned from the campo, of dried sweat and woodsmoke and the corn that country people ground for tortillas. They had dirt under their fingernails. Their faces, however, were recently washed, and except for Ester\u2019s father\u2019s huaraches, which Silvia called hippie shoes, they wore clean city clothes. Having tossed their backpacks and muddy hiking boots into the trunk, her parents looked, more or less, like they belonged in a town car behind a liveried driver.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cGracias, T\u00eda,\u201d said Ester\u2019s father. \u201cThanks for coming for us. We know you\u2019d rather not.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cDon\u2019t think I\u2019ll do it again.\u201d Great-Aunt Silvia eyeballed Ester\u2019s parents\u2019 attire. \u201cSo you\u2019ve heard about the checkpoint already.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester felt her father go tense, but her mother replied, \u201cYes, T\u00eda, we heard.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cA new army checkpoint,\u201d Silvia said, \u201cbecause those hooligans\u2014because the <em>guerrillas<\/em>\u2014have decided to block off the road.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cIt\u2019s a protest. Over land rights,\u201d said Ester\u2019s father, in a voice that made Ester worry. \u201cMaybe the government will pay some attention now.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Great-Aunt Silvia was a <em>lady<\/em>, as she often remonstrated to Ester. A lady would never snort. Yet the sound she made came close. \u201cTerrorism,\u201d she said, \u201cis one way to get some attention.\u201d&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cT\u00eda Silvia,\u201d said Ester\u2019s mother. \u201cThose people are not terrorists.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThey\u2019re revolutionaries, you\u2019ll say,\u201d Great-Aunt Silvia shot back. \u201cYou\u2019ll say the revolution\u2019s a beautiful thing. But I wasn\u2019t born yesterday.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cOur T\u00eda has old-fashioned ways,\u201d Ester\u2019s father once tried to explain. \u201cThe only time she saw eye-to-eye with your mother and me was about choosing your name.\u201d Ester\u2019s name came from the Bible, where the first Ester, a queen, had saved her people from being destroyed. This story, Ester was fond of. She didn\u2019t grasp till much later that when she was born in 1975, most Guatemalans agreed their country, their people, needed saving as well. But depending on who did the talking, <em>saving our people<\/em> meant such different things.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWith due respect, T\u00eda,\u201d Ester\u2019s father said now, \u201chow would you understand why the people need revolution?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester looked low and sideways, afraid of everyone\u2019s face. Her great-aunt was twisting her rings. \u201cWhat I <em>understand<\/em>, m\u2019ijo,\u201d Silvia said, \u201cis your revolution will bring our family down.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The grownups had squabbled throughout Ester\u2019s life, but she liked to picture a more distant past when her father was Silvia\u2019s only child, her adopted and doted-on son. When Silvia\u2019s sister\u2014Adri\u00e1n\u2019s mother\u2014had died unmarried and young, Silvia took over Adri\u00e1n\u2019s care, raising him on the family plantation but following him to Guatemala City for his first year of college. Even after he married Paola and moved to a neighborhood Great-Aunt Silvia would not deign to visit, she remained in the city\u2014\u201cbecause your parents need me,\u201d she\u2019d confided to Ester. \u201cWhether they see that or not.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As their car climbed to the highway, the enormous statue of boots slid by on the opposite side. Armed soldiers still drilled around it.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cLook, there they are!\u201d Feigning excitement, Ester leaned forward on her father\u2019s knees. \u201cLos h\u00e9roes de la patria.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The silence that fell in the car was even worse than the quarreling.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester\u2019s mother took her by the wrists. \u201cEster, no. Those men are not heroes. Do you understand? A good soldier protects his own people. But right now, in this country, that\u2019s not what our soldiers do.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester\u2019s father was clearly unhappy, too. \u201cThose men are not heroes, Ester. Let us hear that you understand.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cS\u00ed, Papi,\u201d she said, ashamed.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cGod preserve us,\u201d Great-Aunt Silvia said. \u201cThe things you two tell that child!\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester\u2019s mother released her; her father wrapped her in his arms, squashing the lace on her dress. \u201cT\u00eda Silvia,\u201d he said, more gently. \u201cEster\u2019s our daughter. What we teach her is up to Paola and me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">One month later, however, it wasn\u2019t up to them anymore, and behind the mahogany china cabinet\u2014as if she\u2019d been slapped\u2014Ester awoke with a start, in the dark, to hear Silvia calling her name.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester\u2019s parents had died in a clandestine cell on some army base\u2014days, maybe weeks after their disappearance\u2014and were buried in an unmarked mass grave. That much, anybody could reasonably guess. It had happened to thousands of others. In the 1980s, in Guatemala, you could breathe such facts in with the air.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But when Great-Aunt Silvia brought Ester to live at her house, a veil was drawn over their names. Ester felt she could not touch it. When, for the first several weeks, she awoke every night sobbing, she crept down the stairs from her new bedroom to stand outside Silvia\u2019s door. Lacking the courage to knock or barge in, as she would\u2019ve done with her parents, Ester curled up on a rug in the hall, where she fell asleep until dawn. How long she kept up this pattern\u2014starting and ending in her little bed but passing the night\u2019s bleakest hours by her aunt\u2019s door\u2014she never could calculate. But Amparo found her there one early morning and carried Ester to her own pocket-sized maid\u2019s room at the back of Silv\u00eda\u2019s house.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignright\"><blockquote><p>Ester\u2019s parents had died in a clandestine cell on some army base\u2014days, maybe weeks after their disappearance\u2014and were buried in an unmarked mass grave.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Amparo, who had worked on the family plantation since Silvia was a baby and Amparo herself could\u2019ve been no more than ten, had accompanied Silvia on her move to the city, years before Ester was born, and would remain with her for life. Amparo\u2019s room was much smaller than Ester\u2019s, but behind her door there was light, and the late-night breeze made a jangling music in the patio clotheslines nearby.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cIt\u2019s a terrible thing that has happened to you,\u201d Amparo told Ester gravely. \u201cBut you can find comfort in La Virgencita. You can take hope in her.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The Virgin of Guadalupe, a statue six inches tall, lived on an altar in Amparo\u2019s room, along with a candle and postcard and a rosary dangling a pink plastic cross. \u201cLa Virgen is powerful,\u201d Amparo said. \u201cShe takes care of anybody in need. She\u2019s the Mother of the Downtrodden.\u201d Amparo gave Ester the statue to hold. \u201cSee how she\u2019s standing in front of the sun, and also on top of the moon?\u201d Ester could handle the postcard as well. It showed the Basilica of Guadalupe, in Mexico, which housed a miraculous cloth with an image of the Virgin on it. \u201cAnd her image\u201d\u2014Amparo raised her spidery brows\u2014\u201cstays the same temperature always. Thirty-seven degrees Centigrade, like a human body\u2014to remind us of her living presence. Do you understand, Estercita?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester didn\u2019t, not really. But Guadalupe wasn\u2019t a stranger to her. She\u2019d been there, too, in Ester\u2019s first house\u2014where Guadalupe stood not on an altar but on the desk Ester\u2019s parents had shared, among piles of books and mimeographed fliers they brought from the student union to distribute in their neighborhood. When Amparo gave Ester her own figurine, Ester placed it on her dresser. She didn\u2019t pray to Guadalupe, exactly\u2014her parents would not have prayed\u2014but sometimes she touched the Virgin\u2019s robes spangled with stars, and silently asked, <em>Do you remember them, too?&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cGracious, what\u2019s this?\u201d Great-Aunt Silvia said when she spotted Amparo\u2019s gift.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThe Virgin of Guadalupe,\u201d said Ester. \u201cShe\u2019s a friend of the poor.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cCosa de campesinos.\u201d <em>Thing of the peasants, <\/em>Great-Aunt Silvia said. \u201cAnd yet you\u2019re not poor, are you, Ester? I\u2019m not raising you to be campesina. Or some kind of bohemian.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So Ester put Guadalupe away\u2014for a while, in her sweater drawer. But she barely noticed when she lost track of the Virgin. Her waking hours were packed, starting with formal, recited prayers, then breakfast with rolls and croissants\u2014because, Great-Aunt Silvia said, tortillas were d\u00e9class\u00e9. Schooldays at Colegio Americano were followed by etiquette lessons, which Ester despised, or dance lessons, which she preferred. At evening Mass twice a week, Silvia said rosaries for their government and for Se\u00f1or Ronald Reagan in the United States, protecting big farms like their family\u2019s from the evil guerrillas. Then she and Ester walked home through Zona 2, back to their polished front door.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But no one ever hung a black wreath on that door for Ester\u2019s mother and father. No one spoke their names again. For a long time, Ester did not question this. She closed down one part of her mind. It was only at a busy day\u2019s end, in her room, when loneliness swelled through her cells, warping her like a book left in the rain.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">By Ester\u2019s last year of high school, the civil war finally was guttering out. There were plans for a Truth Commission, rumors of a Peace Accord. And a new kind of gringo, not tourists precisely, began to show up in the city: bearded priests, middle-aged social workers, grunge university students. Wearing fanny packs and earnest expressions, they traveled around taking photos and notes, asking questions, in an onslaught of attention\u2014outrage over the war\u2014that seemed a little too late.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">One gringa came to the Zona 2 house on a sunny Saturday morning. Her name was Molly, she said. On Molly\u2019s T-shirt\u2014it snagged Ester\u2019s eye\u2014was the Virgin of Guadalupe. Great-Aunt Silvia did not remark on this; she let Molly into the parlor because of her excellent Spanish and her white skin. Molly said that she, too, lived here in Guate\u2014where she led delegations, or learning tours.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cLearning tours?\u201d Silvia echoed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWell,\u201d Molly said, \u201csome people in the U.S. are concerned about Guatemala. About the role our country played in your war.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Great-Aunt Silvia tightened her lips. She was probably thinking, a lady never talks politics. She said, \u201cI wouldn\u2019t know about that.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester saw Silvia recognize, then, who was on Molly\u2019s shirt. Guadalupe looked different there than on Amparo\u2019s shelf, or on Ester\u2019s bureau. She was bigger and bolder, her eyes open and gazing ahead, as if to take on the world and its woes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI\u2019ve come because I\u2019m interested in\u2014well, some of your family members?\u201d Molly addressed Silvia. \u201cYour late nephew\u2014your adopted son, right?\u2014and his late wife. Adri\u00e1n and Paola. I\u2019d love to ask about them.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Under her makeup, Ester\u2019s great-aunt had gone ashy gray. \u201cSe\u00f1orita, disculpe. I cannot help you. There\u2019s nobody here who can help.\u201d Silvia stood up again. \u201cI\u2019ll have my maid show you the door.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">While Molly left by the house\u2019s front door, Ester dodged out the back entrance. To catch up with Molly, she ran at full speed down the street\u2014a narrow avenue studded with spiny trees, where nothing of interest had ever happened before.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cEsp\u00e9rese.\u201d <em>Wait, <\/em>Ester said, as Molly turned in surprise. \u201cWhat did you want to ask?\u201d&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou knew Adri\u00e1n and Paola?\u201d Molly kept using their names as if she\u2019d known them, too. Or as if they were superstars.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester swallowed and nodded. She could not catch her breath. When was the last time she\u2019d said such a thing? \u201cThey were my parents,\u201d she said.\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not long after, in a bustling caf\u00e9 near the National Palace, Ester met up with Molly again. Over lattes, Molly dropped her voice to ask if she or her aunt had made contact with GAM.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cGAM?\u201d Ester said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSh.\u201d Molly leaned closer. \u201cThe network for families of the disappeared. You\u2019ve never heard about them?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Then she said something else Ester had not heard before. Ester\u2019s parents, said Molly, were national heroes. \u201cThey gave their lives for the cause.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d Ester said.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThe revolution.\u201d Molly kept her voice low. \u201cIn your parents\u2019 day, the radical fringe at San Carlos had connections with the guerrillas. You never knew? And you\u2019ve lived in this&nbsp; country all of your life?\u201d Then she checked herself. \u201cRight\u2014sorry. I guess that\u2019s why you don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In the caf\u00e9 around them, businessmen in sharp suits and gold watches sipped espresso, while young housewives held a baby shower, with pink and white pearly balloons tied to the backs of their chairs. The women were dressed much like Ester, in skirts and cardigans, sheer nylon hose, ballet slippers or kitten-heeled shoes. The kind of people Ester had seen all her life, who rarely used words like <em>guerrillas<\/em>\u2014or if they did, never said it with pride. But Ester was magnetized, still, by the image on Molly\u2019s T-shirt. Like an isolated flicker of light, Guadalupe belonged to that darkest year when Ester at six had moved into Silvia\u2019s house. When her world started over.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMy great-aunt,\u201d said Ester. \u201cWhen you came by today\u2014when you wanted to talk\u2014she was rude.\u201d&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWell.\u201d Molly shrugged. \u201cIt\u2019s a sensitive issue.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cShe never talks about them,\u201d Ester said. It took effort to say, <em>mother, father.<\/em> A wheel in her mind, once turning smoothly, had locked shut with rust.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cShe must\u2019ve seen your parents as her enemies,\u201d Molly said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo,\u201d Ester said. The thought pained her. \u201cEvery week, we had dinner together.\u201d It was her oldest clear memory, Friday-night dinners at Silvia\u2019s house, where she\u2019d sat between her father and mother.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThey must\u2019ve been enemies of what your aunt stood for, at least,\u201d Molly said. \u201cAll of your dad\u2019s family.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHow do you know this?\u201d Ester pushed her coffee aside. Was she angry, or was she elated?&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI\u2019m telling you,\u201d Molly said. \u201cYour parents\u2014in my circles, they\u2019re kind of famous. We want to honor the work they did as leaders in the student resistance. To highlight their legacy.\u201d She studied Ester across their small table. \u201cIf your great-aunt won\u2019t help us, maybe you could.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester felt herself stepping over a line she couldn\u2019t quite see till she\u2019d crossed it. She asked, \u201cWhat can I do?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Before she spoke to Molly\u2019s delegations, Ester educated herself. She read the books Molly gave her\u2014written by Guatemalan exiles, smuggled in from outside\u2014until she could rattle off facts. How in the 1970s, when she was born, the military government launched its scorched-earth campaign, and students at the University of San Carlos tried for a while to push back. They organized protests and marches, risked their lives to hand out political fliers or tag a wall with graffiti. Or they spent weeks in the highlands, forging ties with the guerrillas. Then the army surrounded the San Carlos campus with helicopters and tanks; foot soldiers ransacked the registrar\u2019s office, finding new names for the death lists. By the mid-1980s, the student movement was crushed. A lost generation of its own kind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But Americans, Molly said, liked personal stories. So Ester told each visiting group what she knew of her parents\u2019 lives: her father, raised on a sugar plantation, was radicalized at San Carlos, where he\u2019d met her mother in class. They\u2019d joined the resistance; they took the side of the poor. Ester narrated her own recollections of them and of the night they had been disappeared. Though she rarely cried anymore, some in her audience did, or they blew their noses during the Q &amp; A sessions. \u201cYou\u2019re such a brave girl, ESS-ter,\u201d the delegates said, mispronouncing her name, as they hugged her goodbye. \u201cThank you for your testimony.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cGuatemala\u2019s sexy these days,\u201d Molly said once to Ester\u2014which seemed a strange thing, the wrong thing, to say. Ester mostly forgave her. Her senses were newly attuned, her oldest memories stirred. She began haunting the old neighborhood where she had lived with her parents. On the surface, Sexta Avenida remained the same\u2014a scruffy downtown thoroughfare where vendors hawked cheap clothes and pirated tapes from sidewalk stalls, and hundreds of neon signs made a canopy over it all. But walking there now, Ester caught startling new glimpses. Her father standing on corners, waiting to cross. Through a shop window, her mother\u2019s twenty-six-year-old face. Now she looked so shockingly young.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At home in the Zona 2 house, there was conflict. The end of their long-standing peace.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cPor Dios, Ester,\u201d said Silvia, \u201cwhat is that thing you\u2019ve got on?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cIt\u2019s a T-shirt, T\u00eda.\u201d A recent gift from a delegation, Ester\u2019s T-shirt resembled the one Molly wore when they met.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cDon\u2019t be pert. What does it say?\u201d Silvia squinted at the motto in English above Guadalupe\u2019s bright head. \u201c\u2018In Solidarity\u2019? In solidarity with whom, if you please?\u201d&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWith the people in need,\u201d Ester said. \u201cWith the people who\u2019ve suffered.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cOh, of course.\u201d Silvia flicked at the Virgin\u2019s image with her fingernail. \u201cOf course we have nothing in Guatemala except injustice and need. Why don\u2019t you tell your new gringo friends there\u2019s more to our country than all this moaning and groaning?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But Ester stalked off to her room.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In that year when she spoke to the visiting gringos, only once did a delegate\u2019s question throw Ester completely off-guard. \u201cDid your parents <em>know<\/em> they were in danger? Or did you ever know?\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She studied the questioner harder: a student from some U.S. college wearing ripped jeans. She said, \u201cQuiz\u00e1s no entiendo.\u201d Then she said it in English. \u201cMaybe I don\u2019t understand.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;\u201cDid your parents consider stopping their work?\u201d the young delegate asked. \u201cYou know, to save themselves? Didn\u2019t you want them to stop?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignleft\"><blockquote><p>They had not cared enough about Ester to try to stay in this world for her sake.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester never replied\u2014reading her face, Molly said, \u201cWell, I think that\u2019s enough\u201d\u2014yet for days she could not shake the question. What had she wanted, when she was six? What had she fucking known? No one had said, <em>This is all the time you\u2019re going to get with your parents. It\u2019s just about to run out. <\/em>She had no way of guessing it, either. The civil war went on daily around her\u2014political assassinations in the city streets, car bombs in Parque Central, the Spanish Embassy burned to the ground with thirty-nine protesters inside\u2014but she\u2019d been too small to make much sense of it. Hadn\u2019t known that, in hindsight, such events might look like a sign her parents weren\u2019t long for this world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They had known, though. Her parents had known. Why else had they called Silvia to rescue them, that day at Lake Atitl\u00e1n\u2014to help them pass as perfect civilians, slip through the army checkpoint? And, since they knew, weren\u2019t they scared? Clawing this memory back from the shadows, Ester could no longer tell. Either way, they\u2019d gone on with their work. They had not reconsidered, had not changed their minds. Had not cared enough about Ester to try to stay in this world for her sake.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Of course they\u2019d understood they were risking their lives. And Silvia\u2014Silvia must have known, too.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On her eighteenth birthday, Ester was led to the parlor and made to sit on the brocade chair while Silvia rang one of her little brass bells that brought Amparo running\u2014today, with a long, flat white box. Silvia held it, stroking its lid with her many-ringed fingers till Ester imagined her soothing a small animal stashed inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cEster, this is for you. Now that you\u2019re growing up.\u201d Silvia extracted an oblong of white tissue paper; from this she unfolded a christening gown ornate with lace and limp satin bows.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester did not want to touch it. It wasn\u2019t her gown; she hadn\u2019t been christened. Her parents would not have allowed it.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThis was your father\u2019s,\u201d Silvia said. \u201cIt can be yours, if you like.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In her late teens, Ester seldom lacked words. But by naming Ester\u2019s father as she\u2019d never done, Silvia struck her dumb.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI have saved this and saved this for you.\u201d Silvia kept proffering the white baby gown.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhy now, T\u00eda?\u201d Ester managed to say.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBecause you\u2019re finally old enough, Ester, to understand a few things.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHe was my father,\u201d said Ester. Embarrassing tears burned her nose. \u201cI\u2019ve been old enough <em>forever<\/em> for us to talk about him.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou can tell yourself anything, Ester.\u201d Silvia let the gown spill over her knees. \u201cBut your parents\u2014you never actually knew them.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI lived with my parents,\u201d said Ester. \u201cI <em>knew<\/em> them.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMy dear, are you forgetting? I lived with them, too. I knew your father his entire life.\u201d Silvia kept saying <em>your father <\/em>like the most natural thing. \u201cAnd that was no kind of life, in the end\u2014not for your parents, or you.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She does hate them, thought Ester. She hates who they were. Now I\u2019m pulling away just like they did, and she\u2019s trying to draw me back in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Silvia held the gown out again, its tail dragging the floor like a ghost. \u201cIt\u2019s for your hope chest. For your child\u2014for your children, someday.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">How was it fair, having children? To slam children down into this world? It wasn\u2019t like <em>they <\/em>got consulted. They got slapped awake and taught to depend on their parents\u2014taught to love them with that unfettered love children have. When all along such protection, such loving, could end in the moment it took two people to cross a city street.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;\u201cHow do you know I\u2019ll have children?\u201d Ester heard herself say.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Light faded from Silvia\u2019s eyes. \u201cEster, of course you want children. You must want to make something lasting. I\u2019m afraid you\u2019ve been losing your way. You\u2019re forgetting who your family are.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It occurred to Ester, there in the parlor, that she was sick of her family and their beliefs, and how they all ended in death. She was the grandchild of fascists, a child of leftist idealists, one force begetting the next, one living inside of another like a series of hollow stacked dolls. Now it came down to her, Ester Becker Vel\u00e1squez, the last nested doll in that series. The hard, solid nub at the end of the line, which would not replicate further. She stood without accepting the gift.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cEst\u00e1 bien,\u201d said Silvia in a brisk voice. \u201cEst\u00e1 muy bien, est\u00e1 <em>perfecto<\/em>.\u201d With each insistence on how <em>fine <\/em>it all was, she folded the gown into tighter squares.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Faintly troubled, Ester lingered beside her. \u201cI\u2019m sorry, T\u00eda,\u201d she said.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Since she carried herself as if she were dainty and light as a bird, Silvia never knew her own strength; when she gripped Ester\u2019s hand, Ester winced. \u201cCari\u00f1o,\u201d said Silvia. <em>Honey. <\/em>\u201cOh, Ester, you\u2019ll be so alone.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI\u2019m always alone,\u201d Ester said. But she could not free her hand.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">America, land of forgetting. Land of the newly blank slate. This much, Ester had gathered from American books and TV. Even so, American people surprised her\u2014at her Midwestern college, at grad school. At the job in Chicago she took.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cOh yes,\u201d people said, if they learned Ester\u2019s parents had been disappeared. \u201cI heard how that happened in Chile.\u201d Or when some guessed that Ester was Spanish and she told them No, Guatemalan, they got confused. \u201cSo you\u2019re South American,\u201d they might reply.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Had she still been working with Molly\u2014or if she\u2019d been someone else\u2014Ester might have responded with certain facts. <em>Your CIA invaded our country; they started our war. Your Presidents funded it. <\/em>But soon it felt like relief to stop mentioning her country of birth. She\u2019d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">left Guatemala to leave behind, too, all the old giants of childhood. To find her own breathing room. It was part of the choice she made at eighteen and continued to make in her twenties and thirties, returning home as required\u2014for the funeral of Great-Uncle Vicente, for Silvia\u2019s seventieth birthday party\u2014but never long.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On one of these fleeting visits, her great-aunt Luisa got Ester into a corner. \u201cPoor old Silvia. Who\u2019s she got now? What a misfortune,\u201d said Great-Aunt Luisa. \u201cRaising two orphaned kids across two generations, only to lose both of you.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cCome on,\u201d Ester said. \u201cShe didn\u2019t lose me. I\u2019m not lost.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The two of them were simply too different. Silvia had sealed up her grief in a vault and wouldn\u2019t touch it, while Ester had spoken and spoken of it\u2014always to total strangers. She\u2019d seen her childhood tears replicated in tears those strangers shed. It was ass-backwards, thought Ester, an Americanism she\u2019d come to relish. Silvia never mourned what she should have\u2014what was hers, clearly, to mourn. She hadn\u2019t let Ester mourn, either. The gringos, meanwhile, had been almost too eager to do it, cried almost too easily. Silvia has gone one way and I\u2019ve gone another, Ester believed. What more was there to say?&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She could not have foreseen that morning when at age thirty-five, fresh from a phone call to Guatemala, she\u2019d stumble into the kitchen to tell her fianc\u00e9, Reggie, \u201cThe world must finally be ending.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWhat\u2019s up?\u201d Reggie said. He was making them slow-drip coffee, their Sunday routine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMy t\u00eda Silvia thinks\u2014\u201d Ester stopped, shook her head. \u201cShe thinks she\u2019s been visited by the Virgin of Guadalupe.\u201d&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThe Who of What\u2019s This Now?\u201d Reggie set down his mug.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThe Virgin of Guadalupe. She\u2019s a saint of the working class, in Guatemala. You\u2019ve probably seen her\u2014the Virgin Mary, surrounded by all these big sunbeams?\u201d Ester fell against the fridge door.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI think I know who you mean.\u201d Reggie frowned. He was a gringo, ten years her senior: divorced, with two adult kids. A partner in his legal firm. \u201cIsn\u2019t she supposed to be pregnant? I\u2019m pretty sure I\u2019ve seen the anti-choice people use her in their campaigns.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThat can\u2019t be right.\u201d Flailing her arms, Ester knocked a magnet off the fridge door. \u201cGuadalupe was a symbol of the United Farm Workers\u2014you know, with C\u00e9sar Ch\u00e1vez?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Reggie stooped for the magnet and handed it back; Ester slapped it on the fridge. \u201cI used to have a Guadalupe <em>T-shirt,<\/em>\u201d she said, as if this proved anything.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI saw La Virgencita. Right here in my kitchen,\u201d Silvia had announced on the phone. \u201cI came down last night for a glass of milk, and there she was, over the stove.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cOver the stove?\u201d Ester repeated.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c<em>Above<\/em> the stove. She was floating, up near the ceiling.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester hadn\u2019t known where to begin. \u201cT\u00eda Silvia,\u201d she said, rubbing her eyes, \u201ccould you maybe have fallen asleep?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There came a long crackling silence, indicating that feelings were hurt. Then Silvia said with great dignity, \u201cI don\u2019t fall asleep in the kitchen.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBut could you have fallen asleep\u2014elsewhere? In bed? And dreamed you went to the kitchen?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Silvia chose to ignore this. \u201cThe Virgin of Guadalupe had a message for me. She\u2019s not only for the poor, anymore. Not only for los indios. She said she\u2019d come here for me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester stifled a groan. \u201cYou can\u2019t just <em>take<\/em> Guadalupe.\u201d Yet wasn\u2019t that the problem with icons? Meaning got flung onto them; it got dumped out again and replaced. Anyone could appropriate them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cLa Virgencita gave me a gift,\u201d Silvia said, unperturbed. \u201cTo find things that people have lost.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now Ester did groan, a little. \u201cIsn\u2019t there a saint for that already?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSt. Anthony,\u201d Silvia agreed. In the past she\u2019d have added, <em>As you well know.<\/em> Instead, she told Ester how she\u2019d just found a set of housekeys that had been missing for weeks. \u201cI wrote the name of the thing we lost on a piece of paper, like the Virgin told me. Then I put it down in the last place we saw them.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cOh, T\u00eda,\u201d said Ester. \u201cThat\u2019s an old strategy. You look where you last saw the thing.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo, not like that. I put my papelito down on the hall table, see? Where the keys <em>ought <\/em>to be. But I found them back under the pila.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Why her eighty-year-old relation had been crawling around in the kitchen wasn\u2019t a question Ester wanted to ask. She wanted, rather, to scream. Possibly she would have, except Reggie asked, \u201cDo you think your great-aunt\u2019s getting senile? Or has she had a stroke?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Maybe so, Ester conceded. It might account, too, for Silvia\u2019s sudden sweetness. She hadn\u2019t clammed up or bickered when Ester expressed her very real doubt, but only kept gently asserting what she\u2019d seen and heard. So Ester flew back to Guate, back to the Zona 2 house, where she found her aunt looking as she always had: a metal-colored beehive above her long face and a short string of pearls at her neck. Her hugs were also unchanged. Bracing her arms in right angles Silvia bent from the waist like a marionette, automatically holding you off. Receiving her great-aunt\u2019s embrace was like entering a box made of bones.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But the docility Ester had heard on the phone only accrued by the hour. Nothing could penetrate it. \u201cWhatever you say, dear,\u201d Silvia replied to Ester\u2019s every suggestion. <em>You need more sleep, T\u00eda. More protein in your diet. We ought to get you to a doctor.&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dr. G\u00e1lvez, the family physician, admitted to Ester in private that her aunt might have suffered a stroke.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMight have?\u201d Ester said. \u201cCan\u2019t you tell for sure?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dr. G\u00e1lvez did not seem concerned. \u201cNot without a great deal of testing. And there\u2019s nothing discernibly wrong. It was probably just a small stroke. Your aunt has no physical ailments\u2014no memory lapses, does she?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cOnly the incident that we spoke of. If you call that a memory lapse.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWell, then.\u201d Dr. G\u00e1lvez closed up his file, a signal for Ester to go. \u201cGive her some grace. She\u2019s just old.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What kind of doctor was he, to talk about giving grace? When Ester consulted the parish priest, she couldn\u2019t make him worry, either.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cRevelations come to those who are fit to receive them,\u201d he said. \u201cWith age, certain people grow closer to heaven.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHave you been to her house?\u201d Ester said. \u201cHave you seen what she\u2019s done with the kitchen? She\u2019s got it so tricked out with Guadalupe stuff, you can\u2019t eat in there anymore.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester never had liked that kitchen, where the dark-red tiles used for flooring across the whole house also plastered the walls. It felt like a big, hard-edged womb. Now those walls were festooned with banners. <em>Queen of Heaven, <\/em>they said.<em> La Morenita, Empress of the Americas. <\/em>At a barely safe distance above the gas burners hung a poster of Guadalupe, plus the ring of keys Silvia had found. These were flanked by photographs of the pope and the President of Guatemala. Holy cards and candles, to aid supplicants in their prayers, were arrayed on the kitchen counters. There was also a dish with strips of white paper in it.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Wedding ring. Cell phone. My favorite sweater<\/em>, people wrote on these strips. Word of Silvia\u2019s powers had spread through their neighborhood, turning up scores of private losses boiling just under the surface. An elderly man from down the street wrote on his slip, <em>Fifi, my precious dog<\/em>. Silvia, who spent hours enthroned in the kitchen, advised him to fold that slip around Fifi\u2019s leash and await the dog\u2019s return. A girl who sang in the parish choir arrived in broken eyeglasses held together with tape. <em>My brand-new <\/em>glasses, she scrawled on her paper tag. \u201cBut I don\u2019t know where I last saw them,\u201d she wailed.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo te preocupes,\u201d Silvia told her. \u201cPut that papelito in your new glasses case. Put it where your glasses belong.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">None of this bothered Silvia\u2019s priest. \u201cIs it working, Ester?\u201d he asked. \u201cIs your aunt helping people?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ester shrugged: it was too soon to tell. Plus it seemed like giving false hope. \u201cPues me da escalofr\u00edos.\u201d <em>It gives me the creeps<\/em>, she said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The old priest at Silvia\u2019s church\u2014a source of terror throughout Ester\u2019s youth\u2014would never have put up with this. Ester recalled his humped and ornately caped back, turned on the congregation like a wall between them, the regular people, and the holiest things. He\u2019d ignored through the \u201980s and \u201990s that Vatican II ever happened.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">His young replacement, however, just smiled. \u201cThe veil between our world and the next does become thinner at times.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cOkay,\u201d Ester said. In a different year, she\u2019d have liked him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She should have returned to Chicago\u2014called it quits, cut her trip short. What else could she really do? Yet something was off, Ester thought. Over the course of the week, Silvia was slower to rise, slower to speak in the morning. Amparo, who\u2019d become the spryer one of the pair, admitted that when Silvia called for her at night, she sometimes acted confused. Ester would schedule a follow-up doctor\u2019s visit, if things didn\u2019t shortly improve.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On her fifth morning in Guate, Ester stumbled on Silvia wearing her flowered bathrobe, kneeling in front of the stove. It wasn\u2019t quite six o\u2019clock.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou ought to get up from there,\u201d Ester said. \u201cThat can\u2019t be good for your joints.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Silvia made no protest\u2014she never did, anymore\u2014but she remained on her knees, meeting Ester\u2019s scowl with a mildness that would\u2019ve been welcome in earlier days. It felt like a barrier now, one more denial to batter against.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThis is the dumbest thing I\u2019ve ever seen.\u201d Ester swung her arm toward the shrine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYou\u2019re just tired. You\u2019re just upset.\u201d Silvia smiled her new, tender smile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI\u2019m upset because this is a farce,\u201d Ester said. \u201cOr else you\u2019ve gone mad. I don\u2019t understand what you\u2019re doing. 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Graphic Novels That Build Stories from Fragments"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;ve always been captivated by artists&#8217; sketchbooks. They&#8217;re wonderful places for experimentation: random drawings, collages, taped notes, found objects, and whatever else helps make sense of an idea before it&#8217;s fully formed. Memory has always felt much the same way to me: a collection of fragments, fleeting images, and moments that seem random, but rarely are.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignleft size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781668217771\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\" noreferrer noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"600\" height=\"849\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-13.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-315024\" style=\"width:300px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-13.png 600w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-13-212x300.png 212w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Because my debut graphic novel, <em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781668217771\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">The Nightingales<\/a><\/em>, was inspired by a true story from my family&#8217;s history, I created it using the visual language of a sketchbook. Set in 1985, the novel reimagines the time my father invited a dying stranger and his two dogs to move into our home after they were evicted from their apartment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m drawn to graphic novels and memoirs that use scanned materials, photography, and other layered techniques to give the page a sense of depth and texture. The pages almost beg to be touched. What I love most about the books below is that each one finds its own way to use those 3D elements in service of its narrative. Those tactile details aren&#8217;t just decorative\u2014they&#8217;re an essential part of the storytelling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<script src=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/widgets.js\" data-type=\"featured\" data-full-info=\"true\" data-affiliate-id=\"269\" data-sku=\"9781770460911\"><\/script>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781770460911\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\"><em>Don&#8217;t Go Where I Can&#8217;t Follow<\/em><\/a> by Anders Nilsen<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After his fianc\u00e9e Cheryl Weaver was diagnosed with terminal cancer, Anders Nilsen documented their life together through sketches, journal entries, letters, postcards, photographs, and bedside drawings. What&#8217;s remarkable is how inseparable the visual language is from the grief itself. The pages don&#8217;t feel designed so much as gathered, as though Nilsen is trying to hold onto every fragment before it disappears. The book moves seamlessly between living through Cheryl&#8217;s illness and looking back, becoming both an act of witness and an act of remembrance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<script src=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/widgets.js\" data-type=\"featured\" data-full-info=\"true\" data-affiliate-id=\"269\" data-sku=\"9781476796635\"><\/script>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781476796635\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\"><em>Belonging <\/em><\/a>by Nora Krug<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In <em>Belonging<\/em>, collage becomes a form of historical investigation. Confronting the possibility that members of her own family may have been complicit in Nazi Germany, Nora Krug pieces together the evidence, asking not only what happened, but what she owes that history. The pages rarely feel chaotic. Their construction suggests someone determined to separate fact from family mythology. Every page feels considered, every discovery feels earned. Rather than asking us to accept Krug&#8217;s conclusions, the book documents her investigation, inviting us to weigh the evidence along with her.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.fieldmouse.press\/shop\/p\/i-thought-you-loved-me\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\" noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"628\" height=\"958\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/Screenshot-2026-08-21-at-5.21.46-PM.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-315388\" style=\"width:230px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/Screenshot-2026-08-21-at-5.21.46-PM.png 628w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/Screenshot-2026-08-21-at-5.21.46-PM-197x300.png 197w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/Screenshot-2026-08-21-at-5.21.46-PM-600x915.png 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 628px) 100vw, 628px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/www.fieldmouse.press\/shop\/p\/i-thought-you-loved-me\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">I Thought You Loved Me<\/a><\/em> by MariNaomi<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">MariNaomi uses collage to question memory itself. Decades after a 14 year friendship ended without explanation, she revisits the paper trail the relationship left behind\u2014letters, notes, and other keepsakes\u2014trying to understand not only what happened, but whether the relationship she remembers is the one that actually existed. The physical evidence doesn&#8217;t resolve those questions so much as complicate them. The fragments reveal as much about the narrator&#8217;s blind spots as they do about the friendship itself. Rather than offering answers, MariNaomi lets us follow along as she tries to make sense of a relationship that still resists easy explanations.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<script src=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/widgets.js\" data-type=\"featured\" data-full-info=\"true\" data-affiliate-id=\"269\" data-sku=\"9781681377865\"><\/script>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781681377865\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Pittsburgh<\/a><\/em> by Frank Santoro<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Frank Santoro isn&#8217;t just reconstructing his own past; he&#8217;s trying to understand the lives his parents lived before he was born and how those younger people eventually became the parents he knew. The handmade pages are essential to that feeling. Cream-colored construction paper, tape, and layers of felt-tip marker give the book the tactile quality of an artist&#8217;s notebook. I especially love Santoro&#8217;s use of tracing vellum. It doesn&#8217;t just add dimension to the page; it lets us literally see through one moment toward another, quietly suggesting that the past is always just beneath the surface of the present.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<script src=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/widgets.js\" data-type=\"featured\" data-full-info=\"true\" data-affiliate-id=\"269\" data-sku=\"9781683965817\"><\/script>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781683965817\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\"><em>Alison<\/em><\/a> by Lizzy Stewart<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Rather than reconstructing the past, Lizzy Stewart uses collage to show someone gradually constructing herself. This story follows Alison from a lonely young wife in rural England to a successful artist, tracing the complicated relationships and discoveries that shape her creative life along the way. Taped drawings (and drawings meant to look like photographs), paint swatches, and handwritten notes create a world that feels less like a finished graphic novel than an artist&#8217;s studio wall. The visual language suggests that identity isn&#8217;t something we uncover all at once, but something we gradually assemble through experiences, mistakes, and small acts of creation. As Alison grows into herself, the book itself seems to find its form, blurring the line between making art and becoming oneself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<script src=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/widgets.js\" data-type=\"featured\" data-full-info=\"true\" data-affiliate-id=\"269\" data-sku=\"9781910593981\"><\/script>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781910593981\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">The Dancing Plague<\/a><\/em> by Gareth Brookes<\/h4>\n\n\n<aside class=\"related-content-block alignright no-title\">\n    \t\t\t\t\t<article class=\"post-box\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/7-comics-about-trauma\/\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"post-box-info\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2>7 Comics About Trauma<\/h2>\n\t\t\t\t\t<!-- <p>Graphic storytelling that illustrate the emotional depths of pain and healing<\/p> -->\n<!-- temp without tags -->\n\t\t\t\t\t<p>Graphic storytelling that illustrate the emotional depths of pain and healing<\/p>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"post-box-lower\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\tMar 18\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t&#8211; <span>Hugh D\u2019Andrade<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"post-box-image\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"post-box-category\">Reading Lists\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<!-- blah -->\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"383\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/getty-images-icHMF5YtjKY-unsplash-768x460.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium_large size-medium_large wp-post-image\" alt=\"Brain with holes in it graphic\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/getty-images-icHMF5YtjKY-unsplash-768x460.jpg 768w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/getty-images-icHMF5YtjKY-unsplash-scaled-600x359.jpg 600w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/getty-images-icHMF5YtjKY-unsplash-300x180.jpg 300w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/getty-images-icHMF5YtjKY-unsplash-1024x613.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/getty-images-icHMF5YtjKY-unsplash-1536x919.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/03\/getty-images-icHMF5YtjKY-unsplash-2048x1226.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t<\/article>\n\n\t<\/aside>\n\n\n<aside class=\"related-content-block alignright no-title\">\n    <\/aside>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For his recounting of 16th century hysteria, Brookes burns, embroiders, and texturizes the paper not simply as stylistic choices, but as ways of making history feel physically present. Told through the eyes of a woman haunted by religious visions, the novel explores how faith, oppression, and collective fear can consume an entire town as a mysterious dancing epidemic spreads among its inhabitants. The pages don&#8217;t just depict the past; they carry its scars as though they&#8217;ve been weathered by the same forces they describe. Those handmade processes become another storytelling tool, revealing how belief and fear leave their mark on an entire community. Rather than calling attention to themselves, these details reinforce the sense that history isn&#8217;t something distant or abstract, but something lived by ordinary people.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<script src=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/widgets.js\" data-type=\"featured\" data-full-info=\"true\" data-affiliate-id=\"269\" data-sku=\"9781770463479\"><\/script>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781770463479\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Becoming Horses<\/a><\/em>  by Disa Wallander<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wallander takes perhaps the least literal approach to collage of any book here. Her dreamlike memoir examines trauma, identity, and the connection between the body, mind, and inner self, unfolding more through emotion and metaphor than through a conventional plot. She superimposes cartoons over blurred photographs and richly textured surfaces to create a world suspended somewhere between imagination and reality. The photographs don&#8217;t simply provide backgrounds; they become another layer of the artwork, making the characters&#8217; inner lives feel inseparable from the world around them. It explores trauma unlike any other graphic memoir I&#8217;ve read. It&#8217;s a fitting reminder that in the best graphic novels, every artistic choice\u2014from ink to collage to photography\u2014can become another storytelling tool.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve always been captivated by artists&#8217; sketchbooks. They&#8217;re wonderful places for experimentation: random drawings, collages, taped notes, found objects, and whatever else helps make sense of an idea before it&#8217;s fully formed. 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I don\u2019t have to tell you what it was like outside the apartment, Dear Reader: it was New York City after September 11<sup>th<\/sup>. In Kansas City I had told a stranger, a taxi driver, that death was chasing me. Now the fact of death itself acted like a virus. I lay very still on the wooden floor. The ceiling spun. I couldn\u2019t lift my head without vomiting. I vibrated with guilt and shame about Mahnaz, with stunned disbelief about Billy, and with a total conceptual breakdown about the fact that I was alive\u2014rather than dead and in pieces in Somerset County, Pennsylvania. My brain hopped and buzzed. Was I alive, I wondered?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>2.&nbsp; I still wonder.<\/strong>&nbsp;During good times I feel as if every day after those days has been a gift\u2014I think, wow, because I was one phone call away from boarding United Flight 93, this is like <em>extra<\/em> life I get to live. But a lot of the time, it feels like I\u2019m living in a kind of gray-scale world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>3.&nbsp; It was a good time to be traumatized in New York City.&nbsp;<\/strong>Nobody thought twice if they saw you weeping on a street corner or staggering, off-kilter, into a signpost. If you jumped out of your skin when somebody sat down next to you on the bus, or if you had a phobia about riding the subway, it was cool with the rest of New York.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>4.&nbsp; I got weirder.<\/strong> After the acute phase, with the dizziness and the throwing up and the phobia about riding the subway, strange new facets of my personality began to emerge. I became reckless\u2014when I say I wasn\u2019t sure if I was really alive, I mean it\u2014and I didn\u2019t know how to behave as if I were going to continue living for a while. In some ways, this was exhilarating and freeing. I remember glancing out the window of my friend Elizabeth\u2019s apartment and noticing that my car was gone. I shrugged and poured myself another glass of wine. It was just a car. I started driving drunk; it was fun to slalom down the streets of Brooklyn, drifting through yellow lights. I took up smoking again; it was as if I was on vacation in Paris and had to smoke and drink a lot of wine. I lost 10 pounds. I had inexplicable bursts of passionate affection for people I barely knew or even strangers I saw on the street.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignright\"><blockquote><p>We had many fights about the speed at which he walked\u2014I couldn\u2019t keep up with him.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>5.&nbsp; Noah returned to painting. <\/strong>His work grew more beautiful in leaps and bounds. It was another frigid winter in his unheated studio on a crumbling pier in Red Hook. There was no Fairway there, Dear Reader, no wine shops or bakeries. There was debris from a terrorist attack; there were gulls and roaming dogs. Noah would wear layers of sweaters, long johns. He had little care for his appearance or his physical well-being; his flesh cracked in the cold, and turpentine and oil paints\u2014with their heavy metal pigments\u2014seeped into the wounds. I didn\u2019t visit his studio as often as I had before we were married, before the worst had happened. I didn\u2019t feel invited. When he was home, he\u2019d hunch over his food. He\u2019d lie on the couch, staring at the ceiling, picking and scratching his skin and head. We had many fights about the speed at which he walked\u2014I couldn\u2019t keep up with him, and he said he was physically incapable of slowing down. I remember chasing after him in heels across Sixth Avenue in midtown at night with cars streaming by, horns honking, headlights flashing. He hurried, set on his path, head down, oblivious. Or hiding. Or daring the cars to hit him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>6.&nbsp; I couldn\u2019t remember our wedding ceremony. <\/strong>It had been erased from my brain immediately after it happened. I was troubled by this total deletion. Looking at the pictures from the ceremony made it worse\u2014there we were: two small, spiffy, momentarily happy people, vowing to spend the rest of our lives together, and I might as well have been looking at stock photos. I imagined that a shared memory of an oath-taking was intrinsic to the experience of a marriage that unrolled thereafter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>7.&nbsp; In the house where I live now you can watch the water meter.&nbsp;<\/strong>There\u2019s a little black, triangular whirligig that spins when the water is running. When the water is flowing fast or more than one faucet is open, the whirligig spins quickly so it\u2019s almost a blur. If there\u2019s one tap trickling, the triangle spins slowly and you can see its points. When I picture my mind in this time period I\u2019m talking about, it looks a little like the whirligig. In the days and weeks after my wedding, Billy\u2019s murder, and September 11<sup>th<\/sup>, my mind spun so crazily it was a blur. It slowed down after that, but it was still spinning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">At a certain point, a new obsession came to consume me: making sure everything was right with me and everybody. In case they died or I died. This was easy with the people who were in my daily life. I had excuses to call my bosses every day, for instance, and my closest friends were doing a good job keeping tabs on me. But there were other people that were more of a challenge. Now that I was riding the subway again, how would I tell the F train conductor with the silky, lazy voice and the Chinese-Jamaican-sounding accent that I loved and appreciated him? Also on the F train, a junkie\u2014probably coming from a methadone clinic\u2014nodded out on me. I put my arm around her and held her close. She woke up when the train emerged into the light above 9<sup>th<\/sup> St, and she gazed into my eyes with great warmth and offered me a cookie, and I accepted it. A Russian construction worker fell asleep on me, too, and a woman about my age with a copy of the <em>New Yorker<\/em> on her lap. (I know: It\u2019s odd that this happened so many times). I missed my stop in order to keep the experience going until they woke up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I lost my filters, the way some people with head injuries do. I told people how I felt about them. I had a friend from graduate school, a fellow writer, now a colleague who was perpetually cynical and depressed and made jokes about suicide. Probably also bummed out by the fact that it felt as if the world were ending, he was in an especially antisocial phase, refusing to see most people, including me. What if he killed himself and never knew I cared about him? I called him one evening at the apartment he shared with his longtime girlfriend. Sobbing into the receiver, I told him I loved him. \u201cUm,\u201d he said, laughing nervously, \u201cyou\u2019re making me <em>really<\/em> uncomfortable right now.\u201d That friend is still alive, and is still\u2014lucky me\u2014my friend. But I think I didn\u2019t tell the person that I loved the most; by this time, my love for Noah was too exacting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>8.&nbsp; I had seen her the morning of my wedding.<\/strong> As my mind spun during those months and then years, certain particular scenes and facts replayed themselves over and over. Mahnaz had dropped in on the way to the motel, the motel from which she would be traveling later, when the accident would happen. She embraced me and kissed me; it\u2019s hard to describe what a warm, good-natured woman she was. It\u2019s a custom in my stepmother\u2019s culture for women to give each other jewels for major occasions, and she gave me a gold ring with four stones\u2014ruby, emerald, diamond, and sapphire\u2014and matching earrings for my wedding day. She was, in general, a gifted giver: I still have a silk nightie and robe, a robin\u2019s-egg cashmere scarf, and a ropelike golden chain necklace from her\u2014all birthday presents. A week after my wedding, when she was hooked up to the monitors and the machines that were keeping her breathing, keeping her nourished, I held her hand, and it was soft and warm and seemed alive. In my memory, she was in a dimly lit hospital room, with space only for the bed and the machines and one or two visitors sitting very close to her. My stepmother spoke soothingly to her sister in Urdu. The machines were unplugged a day or two after that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignleft\"><blockquote><p>I said something I\u2019d said often before: I wanted to have another wedding ceremony, so I could remember saying some vows.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>9.&nbsp; And Billy.&nbsp;<\/strong>I hadn\u2019t invited him to my wedding, out of respect to Dylan. But he had called me a few days before I went upstate to get married, to wish me the best. We had stayed close over the years, mostly because he was a great person and made sure we did. The night he was killed, he went out to see <em>Hedwig and the Angry Inch<\/em> with Dylan and Dylan\u2019s new girlfriend, Ariana. Before he left his apartment, he had his first telephone conversation in a long time with Sarah, his ex-girlfriend, a writer with whom I\u2019d had a tempestuous friendship. He told Sarah about my wedding, what he\u2019d heard had happened to Mahnaz, how awful it was. I dreamed, not long after he died, that Billy was in a three-story house on a steep hill. The bottom floor was half-basement, but it had an entrance on the side that wasn\u2019t embedded in the hill. The top floor also had a door that led out onto the top of the hill.&nbsp;But the middle floor had no doors to the outside. That\u2019s where Billy was stuck, on a rocking chair, tangled in string.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>10.&nbsp; Then, somehow, it was already early 2003<\/strong>.&nbsp;I was functioning, but I was not better. Noah was fed up with my tears and my weirdness, and he began to tell me to just get over it all. Each of the Bad Things had been a bad thing for him as well, but each was one degree closer to me than it was to him.&nbsp;One cloudless spring day, we were walking in Brooklyn, rounding a corner off a side-street spangled with bright new buds. I said something I\u2019d said often before: I wanted to have another wedding ceremony, so I could remember saying some vows. I wanted to untangle our marriage from death and guilt and terrorism and murder, and Noah\u2014exhausted, sick of the topic\u2014said he didn\u2019t want to because it would be a pain in the ass.&nbsp;I took this flippant comment like a stone into the pocket where I put the things he did that hurt my feelings, and I began to burnish it for later use.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>11.&nbsp; Once, I was driving\u2014sober\u2014to work and talking to Noah on the cell phone.&nbsp;<\/strong>I was tearing up Eastern Parkway, past the Brooklyn Museum, through Crown Heights toward East New York. A construction zone seemed to pop up out of nowhere, day-glo pylons like a cartoon mirage. I swerved and the phone flew from my hand. I couldn\u2019t pick it up. I just let it be. It didn\u2019t occur to me that he might worry. The impact against the car\u2019s floor had turned my phone off. Noah called and called and called\u2014and reached my voicemail over and over again. When I got home from work that day, he seemed troubled. He asked me if I had checked my messages. \u201cNo,\u201d I said. I never checked my messages. \u201cYou should really start checking your messages,\u201d he said, and then buried himself back in a beautiful doodle, rubbing and picking the scalp behind his ear, the way he always did. Weeks later my mailbox filled, and I had to clear out the old messages. There they were: Noah\u2019s messages from that day, Noah\u2019s panicked voice; terrified that I had been in a wreck, telling me he loved me more than anything, that he couldn\u2019t live without me. I hurried through the messages, moved and ashamed.&nbsp;But I couldn\u2019t tell Noah that I had finally listened to them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>12.&nbsp;Dear Reader, I don\u2019t want to give you the impression that every moment of every day was dark.<\/strong> Noah and I still made each other laugh\u2014he had a way of saying &#8220;gelato&#8221; that sent me into hysterics, and if I said &#8220;delicious mushroom sauce&#8221; in a funny voice, the same thing would happen to him. We still anthropomorphized the cats; we still cooked together; I still thought he was gorgeous and brilliant. In the mornings, we\u2019d talk about what we had dreamt the night before. He bought me a beautiful red coat, which I still wear, for my birthday. There were times, when we were silent and still, that I could look into his eyes and believe that we were thinking the same thing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>13. Throughout all of this, news of Elliott trickled East.<\/strong> He was in terrible shape, I heard, worse than ever. I\u2019d met his booking agent at a wedding, and we had become friendly. She hinted that Elliott\u2019s life had turned grim, even while trying to put a bright spin on the situation. The stories that came across the hive were shocking. I was teaching at Sarah Lawrence at this point, and my young hipster students talked about Elliott Smith\u2019s heroin habit, crack binges in the recording studio, and psychoses as if these things were theirs to talk about. When I\u2019d speak with other old friends of Elliott, they\u2019d say they were angry at him for losing touch, being distant. But I kept thinking of the time that he called me and left all of those messages, the time that he had tried and I had been absent. And when I was being totally truthful with myself, I\u2019d admit that even if I had been in Brooklyn when he called, I would have offered some comfort, but I would probably have been too scared by his intense sadness and too selfishly wrapped up in my dramatic breakup to have really helped.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignright\"><blockquote><p>I hadn\u2019t seen him in years, and it was hard to reconcile the Elliott of my memories with the mythical beast spoken of by my students.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>14.&nbsp; Haunted, I decided to say goodbye.<\/strong>&nbsp;Just in case.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>15.&nbsp; Hoops.<\/strong> Autumn 1989. Nighttime. We put on our sneakers and head to the gym. The basketball court vibrates with fluorescent light, and the yellow wood floor glistens. It\u2019s boys vs girls: Elliott and Dylan will play against Melissa and me. We grab a ball and begin our match. None of us is very good. Elliott is fast. I can\u2019t run or dribble, but I get an occasional basket. Dylan is sneaky and can pass well. Melissa has unbelievable, exuberant endurance. The game becomes livelier, rowdier. Melissa and I are having a grand time, chasing after the bouncing ball, letting it ricochet off the cinder block walls, popping it up in the air. Dylan\u2019s annoyed, I can tell, and he\u2019s trying to rein us in. But it takes a few minutes to notice that Elliott is getting angrier and angrier. Finally he gets the ball and slams it on the floor. He storms off the court. Melissa and I run after him. What\u2019s wrong? we ask him. We\u2019re winded, sweaty. \u201cYou\u2019re not playing by the rules. You have to follow the rules.\u201d He crouches against a pile of blue gym mats. We laugh. This makes him madder. This isn\u2019t a serious game, we tell him. \u201cWe\u2019re just throwing a ball around,\u201d I say, lowering myself so I\u2019m kneeling in front of him. \u201cBut that doesn\u2019t count,\u201d he says. I can see that he\u2019s actually beginning to cry a little, he\u2019s so frustrated. Melissa and I look at each other, baffled. We could tease him. We could goad him. But something stops us. Okay, we say, let\u2019s go play a real game. Dylan and Elliott win. Elliott cheers up. And we\u2019re happy because he\u2019s happy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>16.&nbsp; A book was to be born.&nbsp;<\/strong>My collection of stories, <em>See Through<\/em>, was going to be published in September 2003. I had galleys. It was June, and Noah and I would soon be leaving for Europe to attend Dylan\u2019s wedding. In 1996 I had read a story at the Cornelia Street Caf\u00e9 and brought along a small pile of chapbooks that I was passively selling. Elliott was there, and he bought one. The title story, \u201cSloak,\u201d was narrated by a serial killer who gives an infirm old veteran a blow job. The narrator describes the man\u2019s penis in detail. (Later the story would be published in a small literary journal with so many typos it looked like it was written in some kind of Celtic dialect). Elliott had called me the next day and left me a message\u2014did I never answer my phone?\u2014saying he read the stories, and the writing was great, but they were so depressing he almost couldn\u2019t take it. So I thought, now, in 2003, that he might like to see an entire book of my work. I felt shy for some reason. Nervous. I hadn\u2019t seen him in years, and it was hard to reconcile the Elliott of my memories with the mythical beast spoken of by my students. The day before his Knitting Factory show, I dropped a galley off at Off Soho Suites, where he was staying. The next evening I was more nervous. I was on a mission to say the things you regret not saying to someone when they die. But at the same time, I hoped that my mission was a fool\u2019s mission, and that Elliott was fine, the rumors were exaggerations. In fact, I hoped that by carrying out my mission, I might in some magical-thinking way prevent Elliott\u2019s death. It made sense to me at the time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>17.&nbsp; The show was a train wreck.<\/strong>&nbsp;Elliott was in a stupor, and the crowd of fans seemed somehow gladiatorial, as if they wanted to see someone die\u2014and they <em>were,<\/em> practically, seeing someone dying. Elliott forgot words to his songs, stopped playing, mumbled, made dark, self-damning remarks. Every time he fucked up, the crowd tittered; when he called himself an idiot they cheered. These fans: They seemed a different breed than from the old shows in the 90s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>The Hipster Handbook<\/em> had come out earlier that year. These kids were kind of like frat boys in trucker hats and skinny jeans. They had been, what, maybe 10 years old when <em>Roman Candle<\/em> came out? How had this happened? I felt sick. Elliott brought a couple of young women out to sing wan backup on a song or two. I thought of how wry he\u2019d been when I interrupted the intervention; this Elliott was not that Elliott, and the humor he was displaying onstage felt like a kind of act. He fucked up the song with the girls, and they looked anxious, and someone in the audience hooted. I left the room, went down the hall past the bar and out onto Leonard Street.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It was a sweet, soft June evening; smoking in bars had just been banned a few weeks earlier, and a few of the trucker-capped, skinny-jeaned young people were discovering what everybody would soon know: that the ban was actually kind of nice for smokers. It was an opportunity to get out of the crowd, clear your head, and flirt. I smoked a cigarette, too, and considered leaving. I could get Noah. We could go home, and Elliott would never miss me. I looked at the boys posing against the wall with their bony backs; I listened to their panicky, hormonal voices. I thought of Billy, tapping out a beat on a drum pad. I hadn\u2019t had a chance to say goodbye to him.&nbsp;I thought of Mahnaz, and our hug the morning of the accident\u2014and of holding her warm hand in the hospital. Had I used my ticket on Flight 93, how many people would have wished they could have said goodbye to me? Who would have regretted not telling me they cared for me?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I went back inside. The set was almost over. I found Noah. We made our way to the green room door. A gigantic bouncer blocked the way. He asked my name, I told him, and he slid through the door. Moments later he returned and informed me that I was not allowed to visit Elliott.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I remember beginning to shake. Was it true that Elliott had decided to dump his old friends? Had I imagined, all those years, our good conversations? Then I reminded myself about the spectacle I\u2019d just witnessed. Elliott was not in his right mind, and apparently the rumors whispered by mopey white undergrads were true. Then the door opened again, and a young woman was standing there. She was one of the singers who had been onstage with him. Pretty in an unremarkable way, wearing a T-shirt and jeans. She was smiling at me, reaching out her hand. She apologized. \u201cI\u2019m so sorry! I\u2019m Jennifer,\u201d she said. \u201cCome in. I didn\u2019t realize you were that author.\u201d At first I didn\u2019t know what she was talking about. And then\u2014oh, yes\u2014I was an author, <em>sort of, almost<\/em>. But what did that matter? If I hadn\u2019t written a book, I wouldn\u2019t have been allowed to see Elliott? And she was a gatekeeper, deciding who could greet him? This was worse than if he\u2019d simply not wanted to see me himself. Right then, I didn\u2019t like her.&nbsp;She still refused to allow Noah entry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignleft\"><blockquote><p>He said he\u2019d always wondered which one of his old friends would wind up becoming a successful artist.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>18.&nbsp; Conversation #3.<\/strong>&nbsp;But I did what I\u2019d intended to do. It was my third time visiting Elliott in this room, and the other two times seemed layered over this one like scrims. Nobody else was in there this time\u2014maybe one other bouncer; I can\u2019t be sure\u2014but no friends, old or new. Just Jennifer, Elliott, and me. In Autumn DeWilde\u2019s book of photos and interviews, <em>Elliott Smith<\/em>, a couple of people mention the hugs that Elliott gave. They were something to experience, it is true: totally enveloping, and, if you were five feet tall, a kind of carnival ride that lifted you off the ground. The hug I got in the green room reassured me that I had done the right thing. We sat down on that lumpy, low couch, and he took my hand. I complimented him on the show, and he brushed it off, of course. He was partly the same Elliott I had seen on stage\u2014that is <em>not<\/em> Elliott\u2014and partly the same as he\u2019d ever been. Mostly he wanted to talk about my book. He had read a few stories before the show, and he still found them a bit dark, but was overflowing, in an almost embarrassing way, with compliments. He said he\u2019d always wondered which one of his old friends would wind up becoming a successful artist. Painfully aware of the fact that my little book was a young writer\u2019s uneven first collection that had been midwifed by a very patient editor, I tried to explain that I really was not a success.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Look at you, I said, you\u2019re <em>Elliott Smith<\/em>. He shrugged and said that it didn\u2019t count. In a sort of mumbling, rambling way he explained: He could never write a book, he said, because he wouldn\u2019t be able to commit to that kind of unmediated transfer of his words to his audience. It was too intimate for him, the idea of one person sitting quietly and reading his words on a page. He said that he needed music, and an audience that he could respond to, who responded to him, whose personality he could sense, who encouraged him and was rooting for him.&nbsp;<em>And who wants you to fucking die? <\/em>I wanted to say. He went on; he got emotional. He did it all for them, he said, his fans were all he had left. His fans understood him, they were all that was keeping him going. Everybody else pretty much sucked, everybody else had betrayed him, old friends had turned against him.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Reader, I saw doom. I tried to move the conversation to specific old friends, people who cared about him, some who knew him better than I did, who wanted the best for him. I said that Alexander was doing well. Elliott snarled. \u201cHe\u2019s married now, right?\u201d he said, rolling his eyes. &#8220;Yes,&#8221; I said, &#8220;and Christine\u2019s great.&#8221; Elliott was unmoved. I tried filling him in on Dylan\u2019s life, and Astrid\u2019s. He lit up a little at the mention of Astrid\u2019s name, but then collapsed again. I asked if he\u2019d heard about Billy, that Billy had been murdered.\u00a0&#8220;<em>Yeah . . . .<\/em>&#8221; He trailed off, he clearly didn\u2019t care, he was getting nervous, he wanted or needed something. His eyes darted to Jennifer. She was getting nervous, too.\u00a0&#8220;<em>Elliott,<\/em>&#8221; I said, &#8220;I came here to tell you I love you, and I am glad you are alive.&#8221;\u00a0He stopped jittering for a moment. He looked surprised, abashed. \u201cI love you, too,\u201d he said. He gave me another hug. And I left, saying <em>goodbye<\/em> so quietly they couldn\u2019t hear me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>19.&nbsp; From \u201cAll Things Must Pass,\u201d Jonathan Valania, <em>Magnet Magazine<\/em>, January 2005: <\/strong><em>Something terrible happened on the night of Oct. 21, 2003, in the cozy, box-like bungalow at 1857 1\/2 Lemoyne Street in the Echo Park section of Los Angeles where Elliott Smith lived with girlfriend Jennifer Chiba. In Chiba\u2019s version of events, the couple had an argument that grew so heated she locked herself in the bathroom. At some point, she heard Smith scream and unlocked the door to see him standing with his back to her. When he turned around, there was a knife sticking out of his chest and he was gasping for breath. Panicked, Chiba pulled the knife out of him, and Smith turned and took a few steps before collapsing. Chiba called 911, and an operator talked her through CPR until the paramedics arrived. Smith was rushed to a nearby hospital, where emergency surgery to repair the two stab wounds to the heart couldn\u2019t save his life.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>20.&nbsp;<\/strong>&nbsp;<strong>Dear reader, I tried writing this thing as a piece of semi-fiction. <\/strong>In the fictional story, I got hung up on the idea of magic cigarettes, though, which is typical of me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>After Steven\u2019s show, I had ducked out into the summer night to smoke an unsatisfying licorice flavored herbal cigarette with Tony. The smoke was purplish gray and heavier than regular cigarette smoke. It lazed in a plane around our heads and then sank to the sidewalk. Tony said that if you bought the deluxe version of the cigarettes for a dollar extra, the smoke formed Sanskrit characters on its way down.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I stopped there. I couldn\u2019t write the story of Steven Smith. I wanted to write about magic cigarettes. And the fact was that I was stuck with the facts, which involved somebody about whom three books have been written, as well as scores of articles, and countless blog posts and comments on blog posts, and so on, and so on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>21.&nbsp;<\/strong> <strong>Read Autumn DeWilde\u2019s book<\/strong> for the interviews with Joanna Bolme and Sean Croghan, with Sam Coomes, with Ashley Welch\u2014Elliott\u2019s little sister\u2014and especially for the short interview with Neil Gust. Imagine if you died, and a book of hundreds of&nbsp;photographs came out. Imagine it contained interviews with your friends and collaborators, never-sent postcards, even notes you\u2019d made on ATM receipts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>22.&nbsp;<\/strong> <strong>Siva.<\/strong>&nbsp;A couch. A carpeted living room in a suburban Portland housing complex. Early afternoon. It\u2019s 1991, and Elliott is glued to MTV. I\u2019m sitting next to him. We\u2019re eating sandwiches; we\u2019ve got our feet up. <em>Gish<\/em>, The Smashing Pumpkins\u2019 first LP, was released a couple of months ago. We\u2019re waiting for the \u201cSiva\u201d video to come on; Elliott is obsessed.&nbsp;And then\u2014here it is: oh, beautiful Billy Corgan and your noisy, insinuating guitar. Flickers of candles, the band playing their instruments, waxy-faced Corgan submerged. Yeah, it\u2019s compelling, but I don\u2019t quite get the intensity of Elliott\u2019s reaction to the song. Explain to me, I say, tell me what you love. He says it\u2019s not just the song; it\u2019s not just the video. It\u2019s the whole thing that the band is doing\u2014the way they look, the way they play all of their songs. He cocks his head at Corgan: It\u2019s how <em>cool<\/em> he is. I can see Elliott studying him\u2014smiling, joyful, nodding his head to the music\u2014and I\u2019m filled with a kind of awe as I realize that I have one friend who is actually ambitious. While the rest of us drift away from college on our little rafts fashioned of Situationist theory, laze, and irony, Elliott knows what he wants to be when he grows up. It will take him a while, but he will get what he wants. And, when I figure out what I want to be when I grow up, remembering the electric, hungry look on Elliott\u2019s face will help me get there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>23.&nbsp;<\/strong> <strong>I cried all the way home from the Knitting Factory.<\/strong> This time, unlike many times around that time, Noah understood why I was crying. We drove home in Noah\u2019s Subaru, through the Battery Tunnel and up the Prospect Expressway to the little row house we\u2019d bought a year earlier. We had a tiny backyard and a row of nine miniature apple trees. We hadn\u2019t yet seen them bear fruit, but they would, and the squirrels would steal the apples before they ripened, then throw them on the ground. We didn\u2019t listen to any music during that car ride, and we didn\u2019t talk much. It was one of those rare moments when long-term monogamy makes perfect sense. There\u2019s an argument for marriage somewhere in the concept of having a witness, a fellow keeper of accrued memories until one or the other of you goes the way of everything.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is the third essay in a series. Read &#8220;Blue Spark,&#8221; Part One here and &#8220;Blue Spark,&#8221; Part Two here. &#8220;Blue Spark,&#8221; Part Three by Nelly Reifler Chapter III 1.&nbsp; That smell. Back in the city after two weeks at the farm, I couldn\u2019t believe the smell. 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But she knew by the time the excavator showed up, those days would be dead and gone like Foster\u2019s once-slim capacity for flexibility. He\u2019d never been the same since the crash. And while there had been a long chapter where Bea had been angry at the accident, at what it had taken from Foster, she was now angry at him and what his inability to move on had stolen from her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSee. What I need here is, is to wake up every morning and look across the street and see house numbers in Helvetica. I need a Japanese maple,\u201d Foster said to the window. \u201cSave the experimentation for your graphic design job, my man. Save your quirky shit for your bistro menus. For some woodworker\u2019s website.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bea shook her head. \u201cHe\u2019s not design,\u201d she said. \u201cHe\u2019s tech.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cDo you know him?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo,\u201d Bea said. \u201cBut also yes. I mean clearly, it\u2019s the coat. It\u2019s tech. It always is. If it didn\u2019t have sleeves, if it was a vest, it\u2019d be banking. If he had on a beanie, then maybe you\u2019d be onto something, but the guy never wears a hat. His ears are always cold and red. Painfully so. Really that, his ears, are what should be bothering you more than anything.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Foster gave the scowl Bea had been fishing for. Emboldened, she added to the moment by glancing down judgmentally at her husband\u2019s slick football, then blankly up at his face before excusing herself to her home office. At her desk, Bea felt a perverse glimmer of lust, for whom or what she wasn\u2019t sure. Maybe herself.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A few weeks later, when Bea pulled onto the street one evening, she saw two unexpected things in the lamplight. A roofless glass box on the vacant lot and her husband in front of it, smoking. Foster hadn\u2019t smoked since his nicer days and something about it softened Bea\u2019s heart. She rolled down her car window and smiled. \u201cWow,\u201d she nodded. \u201cAt least we won\u2019t have beef with his paint color.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Foster turned from the transparent structure, ferocious. \u201cThis can\u2019t be code,\u201d he seethed. \u201cThere has to be some sort of overlay being breached here. A glass house? You\u2019ve got to be goddamned kidding me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bea\u2019s heart hardened back up, even as she remembered the airbags, the blood, the luggage that had flown from the roof of the minivan they\u2019d collided with. She remembered, had never forgotten, the child\u2019s pajama top dotted with robots in the median. \u201cI don\u2019t know of any building restrictions,\u201d she said sharply. \u201cI\u2019m fairly certain anything goes in this zip. We knew that when we moved in, remember?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Foster glared at her and fate. He took a wartime drag of his cigarette. \u201cMaybe this guy is on the registry,\u201d he said, waving at the see-through cube. \u201cSome sort of sexual degenerate. Are interior walls going up? Are we going to have to watch this maniac striding to and fro in his Jockeys every night?\u201d Foster flicked his Winston onto the new neighbor\u2019s mud where it gave a little hiss. \u201cNo one wants a computer store on the street. This is a fucking computer store, is it not?\u201d Bea kept her mouth shut. What she wanted to say but didn\u2019t was: <em>Jesus, Foster. Nobody died. Nobody was paralyzed. Get the hell over it or get the hell out.<\/em><em> <\/em>Foster continued. \u201cI don\u2019t see any wall studs. Do you? I\u2019m trying to figure this out architecturally. Structurally. There has to be more to it than this.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Within two weeks, Foster\u2019s fears were realized. No real walls went up. A few mirrored interior columns were installed to support the flat roof. 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This boy had taken her home one weekend to meet his mother, an ineffably beautiful hippie who\u2019d made Bea and the boy lacy omelets packed with white cheddar upon arrival.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cLet\u2019s sit at the Bigfoot window,\u201d she suggested, handing them plates. \u201cMaybe we\u2019ll get lucky.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bea and the boy and the beautiful mother went to the back of the farmhouse, to a rough-hewn table that faced a stretch of plate glass. Beyond was an Edenic meadow, edged with thick pines and maples firing up.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cShe says she saw an ape once,\u201d the boy snorted. \u201cBut even I\u2019ve never been <em>that<\/em> high.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bea ate and stared out at the view, not because she believed she\u2019d see something but because she believed the mother had, and she wanted the mother to see her faith. Eventually, the boy got up and went off to smoke, and the mother, barefoot, leaned back in her chair and crossed her long arms over her flannel shirt.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cPicture this,\u201d she said. \u201cA woman leaves a man because she can see inside of him what he never will, and then she buys her first house, her own house, and it comes with a window like this. And on her first evening there, she sees something else no one will ever see. Picture that.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bea hadn\u2019t known what to say, but in that very moment, she\u2019d quit liking the boy, which she sensed was the mother\u2019s fervent hope. For a time after that weekend, Bea wore flannels and practiced effortlessly draping her limbs in chairs. She\u2019d held a vision for a while of what it would be like to be a woman for whom everything was a window. But the vision had been hard to hold. There had been boys and then men and then Foster.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On the day the neighbor moved in, in his black puffer with his black Eames couch, Foster, seemingly repulsed, took two days off work and spent it unshaven, compulsively glancing at the front window as if beyond it were another accident he could not leave be. On the third day, Bea heard an audible groan from the kitchen, followed by the jingle of car keys. She watched as Foster went out to his car, his hair a madman\u2019s, and screeched away. An hour later he returned with binoculars. Wordless, he moved his and Bea\u2019s couch to face the front window and began surveying the neighbor. For a while, Bea watched what Foster watched: the man, pacing, gesturing\u2014either wearing earbuds and negotiating something of great import or suffering a mental episode. Then Bea\u2019s vision blurred from disinterest. 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Touches Every Life"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Valeria Luiselli is no stranger to incorporating tangible records of the world in her writing. In <em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781566894098\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">The Story of My Teeth<\/a><\/em>, she exchanged audio recordings with a group of Grupo Jumex workers at a juice factory in Mexico. In <em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781566894951\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Tell Me How It Ends<\/a><\/em>, she listened to, transcribed, and interpreted the testimonies of undocumented children. In <em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9780525436461\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Lost Children Archive<\/a><\/em>, the protagonist is a sound documentarist. In <em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9780944521625\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Echoes from the Borderlands<\/a><\/em>, Luiselli moved beyond the page to bring the US-Mexico border to life in a 24-hour sonic essay\/chapbook that was originally presented as a sound installation. Her newest novel, <em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9798217208319\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Beginning Middle End<\/a><\/em>, is written in fragments and includes the sounds of volcanoes exhaling and fishermen singing, among other recordings from Sicily accessible via a QR code in the book.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignleft size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9798217208319\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\" noreferrer noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"600\" height=\"900\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-12.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-314899\" style=\"width:300px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-12.png 600w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-12-200x300.png 200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Beginning Middle End<\/em> is a mother-daughter road novel that journeys through time and genre. The story unfolds in vignettes as an unnamed narrator and her 12-year-old daughter travel to Sicily to return an archeological relic that the mother\u2019s grandmother had taken years before when she migrated to Mexico. Interspersed polaroid pictures, postcards, and sounds become records of their lives, blurring the boundary of narrative forms as the novel dives into geography, mythology, and archeology. Yet, the beating heart of the story remains these four generations of women, all storytellers in their own way. The narrator\/mother is writing her own novel about a mother and daughter on a journey; meanwhile, the daughter is documenting their trip through letters and photographs to her grandmother, whose memory is rapidly failing\u2013\u2013archiving memories for the one who is losing them.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The result: a novel that folds time and writing itself. A tripartite novel with three suitcases, a title in three parts, and a fourth layer nestled inside, like the great-grandmother of the stolen relic and the memories the characters in <em>Beginning Middle End<\/em> are trying to piece together. The story leaves the reader wondering how fractured memories can be preserved and told through fabricated narratives. What is it to live in the <em>middle <\/em>when memories are fading away?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Valeria Luiselli and I are both Mexican writers, born on the same day of the same year, both living in the United States. Via Zoom, we talked about sounds, migration, tectonic plates, translation, and the power of fiction and narrative to shape children\u2019s imaginations.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Ofelia Montelongo: As I was reading the novel, I kept thinking about how themes of displacement and the mother-daughter relationship have been central to your earlier work. How did your earlier work migrate into the imagination of this novel?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignright\"><blockquote><p>There&#8217;s always a moment in a novel when you have to abandon a path because you are already on another. Those abandoned paths are ones that I often pick up again in another book.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Valeria Luiselli: <\/strong>There is a line of continuity in many of my books. Maybe not a line that traverses all of them. I certainly see a very clear line from <em>Los ingr\u00e1vidos<\/em> or <em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781566893541\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Faces in the Crowd<\/a><\/em> (2011), through this tiny thing I wrote that very few people have read called<em> Swings of Harlem<\/em>\u2013\u2013a map of swings in Harlem where I started using Polaroid photography for the first time while documenting, in that case, a neighborhood and the swings in the neighborhood. And then, from <em>Swings Of Harlem<\/em> to <em>Lost Children Archive<\/em> and, of course, <em>Tell Me How it Ends <\/em>as well, but that&#8217;s a very straightforward, nonfictional testimonial piece.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>OM: How are the narrators and main characters different in each story? And different from you as the author?&nbsp;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>VL: <\/strong>The characters are not the same. The narrator has a different profession in each of the books. In <em>Los Ingr\u00e1vidos<\/em> she&#8217;s a translator, in the <em>Lost Children Archive,<\/em> she&#8217;s a sound documentarist. And in the <em>Beginning Middle End<\/em>, she&#8217;s a fiction writer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The narrator somehow has grown alongside me. You know, it&#8217;s like she&#8217;s a kind of presence in my life, as are her children, stepchildren, and half children. It&#8217;s sort of this lightly alternate world that communicates. Not so much with mine, but with my curiosities, with my pains, with my desire to understand things a little deeper.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I always end up writing about what I don&#8217;t know when I start writing a book, and the process of writing it is a process of me trying to get closer to knowing something. It&#8217;s the process of inquiry and research, deep essaying, trying things out, and there are always things left unexplored or not explored to the depth at which I would have liked to explore them. There&#8217;s always a moment in a novel when you have to abandon a path because you are already on another. Those abandoned paths are ones that I often pick up again in another book.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>OM: One of the narrative forms you use in this book is sound, something you&#8217;ve also explored in your previous work. Can you talk about that choice and what drew you to it?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>VL: <\/strong>In <em>Lost Children Archive, <\/em>I started delving deeply into sound. Sound as a medium, and as a space for deeper listening and deeper attention. But I explored it more at a level of fiction and theory. I read about it, I imagined it, I explored on paper, but I didn&#8217;t explore it in life. Shortly after, that exploration led me to a much deeper involvement in sound with <em>Echoes from the Borderlands<\/em>, where a daughter is also present, and I formed a collective with two other collaborators. Together, we&#8217;ve been documenting soundscapes in the borderlands for almost six years.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That was a seed that was planted in <em>Lost Children<\/em> and later bloomed into this project. Similar to <em>Echoes from the Borderlands<\/em> and <em>Lost Children<\/em>, I started having a deeper curiosity about observing the natural world and thinking about deserts and borders\u2014not only human-made borders, but deeper, even tectonic borders, and trying to understand natural phenomena. I explore that much further in <em>Beginning Middle End. <\/em>It also<em> <\/em>takes place on a border.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>OM: What kind of sounds can the reader expect on <\/strong><strong><em>Beginning Middle End<\/em><\/strong><strong>?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignleft\"><blockquote><p>Sicily is an island that has belonged to everyone and to no one; no one belongs to it, and everyone belongs. It&#8217;s a very bizarre kind of borderland.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>VL: <\/strong>There is an entire layer of sound that we recorded on-site in Sicily, and we recorded all the winds mentioned. We recorded underwater soundscapes and currents, beautiful volcanic exhalations\u2013\u2013which sound a little like thunder, so I really hope the listeners understand that what they&#8217;re listening to is a volcano and not thunder. Strangely, volcanoes and thunder sound very similar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We recorded fish markets where fishermen are screaming, saying things, and singing about swordfish. We have this entire sonic landscape that we are spreading together with the narrative, and not a single sound is stock sound. All sounds were recorded there. They&#8217;re very subtle. They&#8217;re more like a sort of Greek chorus, an emotional undercurrent for the novel. That translation work, like going from text to sound, has been such a beautiful experience, and as with everything, there are things lost in translation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For example, the images are not part of the sound. When you are listening to it, you do not have images, but you have the entire sonic landscape, which is a very embodied way of being in a space, just as images allow you to see and embody a space.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>OM: What is the significance of Sicily in the story? And how does it represent a border?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>VL: <\/strong>Sicily is the border of Africa and Europe. But it is, first of all, a tectonic border, meaning the tectonic plate of Africa meets the tectonic plates of Europe under Sicily. As a result of the friction between those two tectonic plates, there is volcanic activity in the area, the bizarre winds, and the strange currents.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It&#8217;s a geological tectonic border, but it is also a geopolitical tectonic border. Most of the migration that eventually arrives on the European continent makes its first landing in Sicily and its surrounding islands.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sicily<strong> <\/strong>has<strong> <\/strong>always been an island where all the cultures of the Mediterranean and, expanding outward even inland areas around the Mediterranean, have met, have clashed, have made wars, have coincided, have co-inhabited. It is an island that has belonged to everyone and to no one; no one belongs to it, and everyone belongs. It&#8217;s a very bizarre kind of borderland.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>OM: Speaking about borderlands, the theme of migration is part of the story\u2014perhaps not as pronounced as in other books you have written, but still there. The mother and the daughter are migrating somewhere.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>VL:&nbsp; <\/strong>Everyone might have to migrate at some point. It is human history. Be it political violence, environmental catastrophe, or whatever other reason, it has always dictated great diasporas and migrations.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We never know who is next. People in richer nations tend to forget their own past of migration. Italians forget that they had to migrate out of poverty and that they migrated to Cuba and Mexico. My Spanish grandfather migrated to Cuba at age 12 to work as a carpenter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Years later, he went to Veracruz, then settled in Mexico and worked in a factory. Contemporary Spain and Italy might not remember how much they owe to their people in America and the U.S. We just never know who&#8217;s next.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>OM: It is interesting to consider that the characters are migrating toward their memories. 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Children of This Village Delight in Wildfire and Death"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\">&#8220;Father&#8217;s Feet&#8221; from <em>The Crossing of the Boars<\/em> by Zhang Guixing, translated by Christopher G Rea and Julie Ming Wang<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Guan Ah-fung hanged himself from a jackfruit tree one sundown as wildfire whirled through fields of lalang grass, spewing a dirty haze that choked the jungle and enveloped half of Kampong Krokop, the Village of the Boars. Rays of the setting sun, striated by the smoke and the vapor of the fierce heat, floated like a school of golden carp in a red sea. Hawks, their feathers glowing like embers in the light of the skyward flames, circled low to catch prey fleeing the oceanic blaze. From the brush came the panicked cries of dozens of wild birds, the most strident and piteous cries coming from the greater coucals, which, perched immobile in tree branches or hopping about on the forest floor, watched as their hatchlings and fledglings were consumed by the blaze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Residents of the kampong went about their business as usual among the vegetable fields and orchards, chicken coops and duck ponds, paying little attention to the fire and its mournful howls, but then the wind shifted to the southwest, and all of a sudden, smoke enveloped the grain crops and the rumah\u00ad panggung\u2014the several hundred stilt houses that comprised\u00ad Krokop\u2014sending villagers fleeing in a panic, making the livestock turn color, and even infusing that night\u2019s supper with a smoky, scorched flavor. The children of the kampong, however, were delighted, running about with slingshots stained with bird blood, a stone-filled pouch in one hand and the weapon in the other, drawing back rubber bands to take aim at the wild birds fleeing the smoke and flames and at the furry fruit bats and haughty hawks as they swooped by at lower altitudes. Its wing membrane punctured by a stone, a downed fruit bat would shriek with rage, looking up with its vicious, scarlet face and large ears at the child pinning it underfoot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Some slingshot projectiles clanked and skidded on the tin roofs of the stilt houses, irritating their inhabitants. Kampong residents swore that these aerial bombardments of stones were harbingers of certain calamity and sure to provoke divine retribution. Their curses, however, did nothing to dampen the children\u2019s high spirits or extinguish their blood lust.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As the smoke enveloping Guan Ah-fung\u2019s garden dissipated, the children, peering through the hedgerows, caught sight of his corpse dangling from the tree.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBag-rhong!\u201d hollered a boy with a kingfisher and a dead magpie strung about his neck, \u201cyour dad\u2019s hanged himself!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bag-rhong was straddling two branches of a rambutan tree, watching the flames gallop like wild horses through the grasses in the distance. Now and then a gust of choking smoke would force him to close his eyes and pinch his nose shut, but no matter how his eyes streamed with tears, he refused to climb down. He had been observing the coucals from that tree for more than ten days now. He had watched as they picked grasses to build their nests and as they hunted insects to feed their young. These coucals had built their nests amid the bushes on a grassy hill beside a solitary boxwood tree. Having caught an insect, a coucal would fly into the tree and strut along its branches. The greater coucal, Bag-rhong\u2019s father had told him, was a cautious bird. When it discovered that its nest was under threat, it would find a way to move house, even if this meant moving eggs and nestlings. Wildfire had already reached the grassy hill, and Bag-rhong watched as the coucals flew back and forth in a dither between the boxwood tree and the bushes, crying in distress.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Just then Bag-rhong saw the boy with the kingfisher and the dead magpie round his neck beckoning to him. Hanging beside the stark black and white of the magpie\u2019s plumage, the kingfisher\u2019s feathers were a riot of hues. The kingfisher had not yet drawn its final breath, and it flapped its wings furiously, calling out as desperately as the coucals.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">By the time Bag-rhong and the group of children had arrived at the foot of the jackfruit tree, villagers had already taken his father down and laid him on his back. Smoke still clung to Ah-fung\u2019s disheveled hair, and the noose had cut deep into his throat, leaving a band of flame. In the jackfruit tree, a hemp rope swayed in the broiling southwest wind, trailing a noose. The rope was the same one that Bag-rhong had strung up a year or so ago to hang a tire swing. The tire rim had been removed and the treads worn away, and Bag-rhong would sit his little bottom on the inside edges of the tire as he swung, both hands gripping its sidewall. Occasionally his father would send the tire swing hurtling into the sky with a swift kick, using his feet because he had no hands. If Bag-rhong hadn\u2019t hung up the tire swing on that jackfruit tree, perhaps his father would not have hanged himself. The line the rope had left on father\u2019s neck was like the indelible mark the parasitic strangler fig cuts into a tree, rounding behind his ears as if it were a moat protecting the craggy battlements of his face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignright\"><blockquote><p>No one doubted that Guan Ah-fung had ended his own life, even though he had no hands.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No one doubted that Guan Ah-fung had ended his own life, even though he had no hands. He had climbed up that jackfruit tree, straddled the branch, and with his toes he had removed the tire and tied a noose, then put the noose around his own neck, doing all of this with his own two feet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When Guan Ah-fung lost his arms at age twenty-one, Bag-rhong was still an infant. By the time Bag-rhong was a toddler, his father\u2019s feet had dexterity to spare. Bag-rhong\u2019s first slingshot was one of his father\u2019s masterworks. Father had squatted on the ground and gripped a parang machete between the two largest toes of his right foot to cut a V-shaped branch from a sapling and whittle a small two-pronged handle. He had then cut two strips of rubber from a discarded bicycle tube and made a sling pocket out of an old leather shoe, and with a handful of rubber bands provided by Bag-rhong, deftly fashioned a slingshot of deadly accuracy. Father had put a stone in the pouch, and holding the slingshot frame between the largest toes on his right foot, he had used his left toes to retract the pouch and send the stone whizzing through the undergrowth. Bag-rhong\u2019s first kite was another of his father\u2019s amazing creations. Lighting himself a cigarette, Father had sliced two long, thin bamboo strips from a broom and used string to tie them securely into a diamond-shaped frame, onto which he had glued shoji paper and then tied on a kite string, and only when showing Bag-rhong how to fly the kite did he finally reach up a foot to tap the ash from his cigarette. Another time, when Bag-rhong was seven, his father had sat on the veranda steps holding a double-barreled shotgun, the stock gripped between the big toes of his left foot, the butt across his pelvis, and his right middle toe on the trigger. A pair of wild boars had been rooting for food in his cassava field in broad daylight, and with two blasts he had spilled the guts of the brazen invaders. From the window, Bag-rhong had watched as the boars\u2019 blood seeped across the field, staining the ground a dull red like sunset clouds scudding across the sky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bag-rhong liked to sit on the rack on the back of his father\u2019s cargo bike and feel the smoothness of his pedaling. His father would set off at dawn, sitting astride the saddle with his feet flat on the pedals and his back ramrod straight. Eyes fixed forward, he would weave easily to avoid obstacles, occasionally raising a foot to adjust the handlebars, as they sped toward Gang-rhun General Store in the kampong. As Bag-rhong gripped the springs beneath the seat with both hands and watched Father\u2019s ramrod-straight back and his sleeves flapping in the wind, a mixture of happiness and sorrow would flood his tender heart. The bicycle flew like the wind along the muddy track leading from the Krokop River to the shops of the village, made of wood, ten to a row, each with a residence on the second floor, with a shared covered walkway in front. The bicycle\u2019s spinning spokes would shine in the sun like a silver beard, its rims laden with grassy dew, while the erratically and laboriously revolving chain sounded like an old man hacking up phlegm. Only when Father\u2019s bike was pulling up to his general store would he nonchalantly raise one of his large feet to tap the handbrake.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The dynamo on the imported Raleigh cargo model no longer worked, the headlight was out, the frame was bent and rickety, the kickstand was askew, a spoke had snapped, the chain guard and mud guards were rusted through in a hundred places, and springs were visible through cracks in the seat cover, but whenever he had time Guan Ah-fung would take Bag-rhong on this ancient bike for meandering jaunts through the kampong streets, through the countryside, along the bank of the Krokop River, and along narrow pathways through the lalang grass.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Guan Ah-fung first took his son up the grassy hill when Bag-rhong was only five. The hill was covered in small yellow and white flowers and surrounded by shrubs, ponds, marshes, craters made by artillery shells, stately evergreens, and boundless fields of lalang grass that concealed the remains of both humans and beasts. A vast emptiness by day, at night the landscape teemed with flickering will-o\u2019-the-wisps. Father had stopped with Bag-rhong at the top of the hill, pursed his lips, and gestured with his chin toward the back of the hillside where ferns, vines, and a pile of sticks camouflaged a wild boar den. Eleven years ago, he said, he and Bag-rhong\u2019s mother had slaughtered a sow and six piglets in that den. That very same spot was also where, six years ago, he had ambushed the leader of the devils who had terrorized Krokop. Father had told Bag-rhong to close his eyes and listen carefully to the sounds of the land and all its creatures, to the varied calls of the natural world. Bag-rhong had done as he was told. With a beaming smile, he had faced the summer monsoon winds from the southwest and welcomed the winter monsoon winds from the northeast. For a good five minutes he had stood on that hill with his eyes closed. When he opened them, his father had asked: \u201cWhat did you see?\u201d Bag-rhong shook his head, so his father had told him to close his eyes again. Five minutes later his father had asked, \u201cWhat did you hear?\u201d Bag-rhong had heard dogs barking and roosters crowing in far off Krokop, the shouts of the roughnecks in the oil fields, the cries of hawks and other wild birds, the lalang grasses rustling with the regularity of ocean waves, the explosive reports of rifle shots in the jungle, the sound of Father farting. His father had then pursed his lips and gestured with his chin toward a pond overgrown with reeds and wild orchids and said, <em>There\u2019s a child squatting in those reeds, fishing for tenualosa with a homemade rod and using grasshoppers as bait. In the rattan basket by his bottom he\u2019s got one tenualosa that\u2019s still alive and flopping.<\/em> Turning his gaze toward a khaya tree, his father had continued, <em>There\u2019s a western marsh harrier perched in that tree, watching the water monitors plying the swamp.<\/em> With a toe on his right foot he had indicated a stand of shrubbery and said, <em>Behind those shrubs is a crater from Allied bombing during World War II in which a male porcupine has made a nest.<\/em> Surveying the wild landscape, his father had gone on, <em>Near this hill there are three coucals building grass nests and a pair of bearded pigs foraging for worms and insect larvae in a dried-up creek bed.<\/em> Bag-rhong had frowned and looked up at his father\u2019s solid physique and solemn fortress of a face, fondled the parang hanging like a hand beside father\u2019s waist, and asked, \u201cHow can you tell?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Using a knee as he might a hand, father had patted Bag-rhong\u2019s shoulder and told him, <em>Bag-rhong, you\u2019re young. Someday you\u2019ll be able to tell, too.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignleft\"><blockquote><p>Opening the lid, they discovered a jumble of Japanese fright masks and toys.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In 1952, the durians ripened by June and their aroma wafted through Krokop, attracting hungry boars. Bag-rhong and a group of children climbed into trees and other high places and ambushed the wild pigs with their slingshots. A tumult of whizzing stones and squealing pigs startled the collared doves and wild green pigeons nesting under the sunshade roof of Guan Ah-fung\u2019s stilt house, and hundreds of them flew out and disappeared among the bushes and evergreen trees. After eating a few durians, Bag-rhong and the other children went exploring in the crawl space under the sunshade roof, where they came across a crate the size of an ox\u2019s belly bound with a hemp rope. Opening the lid, they discovered a jumble of Japanese fright masks and toys. Under the jackfruit tree the children roasted pigeon nestlings, each child wearing a mask of a different y\u014dkai\u2014a bird beak paired with a pig snout, a long-tongued cyclops, a monster with red hair and ferocious fangs, a red-faced creature with upturned nose, an evil-eyed seductress with cherry lips and a malicious smile, a hideous bloodthirsty demon; they played with air poppers, wire mandalas, clay figurine whistles, three-dimensional wooden puzzles, and kissing pigs; windup toys such as chirping cicadas, a hopping chicken, a drumming rabbit, a Spanish snowman with a broom, a monkey with a suitcase, and elephant on a ball clicked and chirped as they hopped and tumbled about on the ground.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The children played from noon till dusk, oblivious to the passage of time. Grass fires blotted out the heavens, the surging heat and smoke enveloping the summer sky and changing the appearance of all below. The setting sun burned like a red candle, seemingly paralyzed on the horizon, smearing the white clouds with every color imaginable. Overhead circled dozens of hawks, flicking out flamelike tongues like feathered, winged snakes. The towering evergreens seemed to be hanging upside down with their roots fissuring the parched, blackened sky. Hundreds of stilt houses clustered by the gradually extinguishing sun like a consortium of phototactic crabs scuttling toward their own immolation. Millions of glowworms illuminated the black Krokop River, turning it into one vast, magnificent firefly lantern.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As the children gathered firewood and fed their campfire beneath the jackfruit tree, Guan Ah-fung pushed open the fence gate with his foot and silently walked over. The children had always been afraid of this handless boss of the general store, and terror immobilized them like quicksand. In the campfire\u2019s flickering light, Guan Ah-fung\u2019s face was as taut as a drumskin. Then all at once, his expression of stony fortitude drained to an ashen pallor. As he turned his gaze on each child, a girl holding a windup deer burst into a wail, <em>wah!<\/em> Guan Ah-fung walked up to a masked child and roared:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cTake off those masks! Scram! Go! Get the hell out of here!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The children tore off their masks and fled. In the subsequent half year that remained of Guan Ah-fung\u2019s life, Bag-rhong\u2019s childhood companions never again came anywhere near the Guan house. In that last half year Bag-rhong\u2019s father became like a stranger to him. Ah-fung would ride his bicycle to the Gangrhun General Store in the morning and sit at the counter until closing time, as silent and immobile as a sentry. Villagers said his eyes had the cold gleam of blades, as if they harbored some uncontrollable urge to kill that had outlasted the war. After dark he would sit silently on the porch of his stilt house and smoke a hundred or more cigarettes in succession, staring intently into the jungle until midnight, or even dawn. Ten days after the children\u2019s campfire, he set a fire of his own under the jackfruit tree and ordered Bag-rhong to burn all the masks and toys. After his father\u2019s suicide, Bag-rhong and the children returned to the foot of the jackfruit tree and dug through the ashes, turning up the remains of the metal Spanish toy. Their delight mounted when they discovered that over half of the metal toys had working springs and could still click, chirp, hop, and skitter about like a mischievous pack of reincarnated imps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">After he burned those toys and masks of unknown provenance, Bag-rhong\u2019s father would often wake him in the dead of night, open every window of his stilt house, and shine his flashlight in all directions as if hunting something. <em>Dad, what is it you\u2019re seeing?<\/em> Bag-rhong would ask. Guan Ah-fung would pause for a long interval before replying. <em>I see a headless man circling the jackfruit tree and playing a Japanese folk song on a charred harmonica. I see a white-haired crone whirling a scythe and chasing after a flying disembodied head. I see a bicycle squadron of Japanese soldiers riding over a pile of children\u2019s corpses, the spokes and rims entangling their limbs and guts.<\/em> And each time Bag-rhong would shine the flashlight into the gloom surrounding the stilt house, provoking packs of roaming nocturnal dogs to furious barking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Three days before he hanged himself from the jackfruit tree, Father took Bag-rhong up the grassy hill one last time. Surveying the surrounding wilderness, he suddenly nudged Bag-rhong with a toe and said, <em>A r\u014dnin with a dirty face and unkempt hair is coming through those grasses, approaching this hill step by step, katana in hand. A man with skin paler than pale is crouching in the branches of that khaya tree, with a parang and a quiver of poison darts hanging from his waist. Resting on his shoulder is a long blowgun fixed with a gleaming bayonet that would freeze your blood. That chirp-chirping sound is his metal cricket-caller. A woman with a parang in one hand and rattan bands on her arms is leaping down into the bomb crater to kill a pregnant boar sow, and stalking her heels are a black dog with paws of smoke, a headless rooster, and a long-tailed macaque.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bag-rhong peered at his surroundings in silence, but all he could see was the haze of the wildfires, the wheeling coucals and hawks, the intertwining, denuded branches of the wildfire-ravaged evergreens, and the luxuriantly green lalang grasses meekly and plaintively awaiting the licking flames.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bag-rhong glanced up at his father\u2019s solemn fortress of a face and then lowered his head to regard his father\u2019s massive feet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Father\u2019s feet were covered in stubbly black hair and rippling veins, with thick heels, the soles deeply arched and cracked; the left big toe sported a corn like the eye of a dead fish, and half of his toes extended beyond the ends of his sandals, their nails far longer than average.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bag-rhong would never forget how his father used to put on shadow puppet shows on the faded and cracking plank walls of their house, using his toes like fingers in the light of the kerosene lamp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On feet held high, his father\u2019s toes would transform into ten spirit snakes emerging from their burrows to dance and slither on that wall, or into any of several dozen birds and beasts. As Bag-rhong\u2019s eyelids grew heavy and he drifted off to sleep, he saw a pair of skeletal hands grow out of Father\u2019s blood-soaked arms and play out on the wall a shadowy scene of the sulfurous fumes and flashing weapons of a military campaign that had left the jungle strewn with corpses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Father&#8217;s Feet&#8221; from The Crossing of the Boars by Zhang Guixing, translated by Christopher G Rea and Julie Ming Wang Guan Ah-fung hanged himself from a jackfruit tree one sundown as wildfire whirled through fields of lalang grass, spewing a dirty haze that choked the jungle and enveloped half of Kampong Krokop, the Village of 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It is widely considered different from Indian Writing in English (IWE) since it comes from a unique region in South Asia that has traditionally been politically, culturally, and racially otherized from the Indian mainland. Northeast Indian Literature is often misunderstood or incorrectly described as a \u201cnewly emerging body of writing.&#8221; It is also termed &#8220;conflict literature,&#8221; because many of the books have depicted the long standing anti-India, independentist insurgency movements that have ravaged the region. In actuality, literary works from Northeast India not only inaugurate a new literary tradition, but complicate and interrogate the idea of India itself, presenting a never-before-seen image that goes against the conventional, commercial, and easily consumable version that is usually depicted.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignleft size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9780063443785\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\" noreferrer noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"600\" height=\"901\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-7.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-314699\" style=\"width:300px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-7.png 600w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-7-200x300.png 200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am a writer from Assam. While writing\u00a0<em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9780063443785\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">How to Date a Fanatic<\/a>,<\/em>\u00a0I borrowed deeply not only from the Assamese literary print tradition, but also from the oral traditions of Assam\u2019s many indigenous communities. I am also indebted to a large number of anglophone literary works from this region, which made it possible for me to write today. My novel highlights the consequences of a failed neoliberal state that has created a violently divisive society by politicizing religion. These works introduced me to an exciting literary space, one that speaks in many languages and draws from both contemporary political history and ancient storytelling traditions. When Indian Writing in English failed us\u2014just as the Indian state failed us\u2014these works succeeded in capturing something true.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<script src=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/widgets.js\" data-type=\"featured\" data-full-info=\"true\" data-affiliate-id=\"269\" data-sku=\"9789381017975\"><\/script>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9789381017975\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">These Hills Called Home<\/a><\/em> by Temsula Ao<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Set in the state of Nagaland, far from New Delhi, Mumbai, and Kolkata\u2014the centers of IWE\u2014this collection of stories chronicles the Naga people\u2019s survival instincts in the face of brutal state repression. Those familiar with Native Nations literature will recognize the haunting depictions of collective punishment: security forces burning entire villages, army raids to quell the armed insurgency and the Naga people\u2019s demands for self-determination, forced migrations, and consequent deaths (reminiscent of the Trail of Tears). What emerges is a cast of characters who navigate this devastation with wit, humor, and courage. Written in a style and tone that Gabriel Garc\u00eda M\u00e1rquez has called \u201cthe way my grandmother used to tell stories,\u201d the narrative patterns mirror age-old folk tales while speaking about the horrors of the modern state. Like Indigenous writers across the world, Temsula Ao writes to archive Indigenous lives and history, to pass on to the next generation.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<script src=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/widgets.js\" data-type=\"featured\" data-full-info=\"true\" data-affiliate-id=\"269\" data-sku=\"9780060501570\"><\/script>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9780060501570\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">An Outline of the Republic<\/a><\/em> by Siddhartha Deb<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Amrit, a Calcutta-based journalist is sent by his editor to investigate a story in Northeast India. Published in India and the UK as <em>Surface<\/em> in 2005, this novel helped shape the canon of Northeast Indian literature. Inspired by Joseph Conrad\u2019s <em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9780486264646\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Heart of Darkness<\/a><\/em>, the book critiques how Mainland Indian journalists arrive in this turbulent region only to project their anxieties and biases onto the people who live there. The brooding, visual prose doesn\u2019t specify the locations the journalist visits, underscoring how, even now, people who lack the lived experience of this region end up writing contextless stories, further perpetuating the agenda of the racist Indian state apparatus and dehumanizing the people of Northeast India.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<script src=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/widgets.js\" data-type=\"featured\" data-full-info=\"true\" data-affiliate-id=\"269\" data-sku=\"9789389692136\"><\/script>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9789389692136\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Shadow Men<\/a> <\/em>by Bijoya Sawian<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In this short novel that you can finish reading in one sitting, a woman travels to Meghalaya after many years to meet her childhood friend. She is nursing her own grief after her parents are violently murdered in Delhi. In Shillong, she witnesses something that further destabilizes her, drawing up the trauma from her past experiences with crime. In Meghalaya, the ethnic tensions between the tribes in the state, the pushback against \u201cMainland Indians,\u201d the prejudices toward outsiders and non-Indigenous peoples, and the challenges to a smoothly functioning matrilineal society are now facing pressures from modern-day patriarchy. She understands some of these problems while misunderstanding others, and through these interactions, a palpable sense of unease emerges, creating an undercurrent of insecurity that packs the text with tension. The book also contains two other short stories that cover similar themes, exploring the tribal vs non-tribal tensions in Meghalaya.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9780143414551\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\" noreferrer noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"323\" height=\"500\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-9.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-314721\" style=\"width:230px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-9.png 323w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-9-194x300.png 194w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 323px) 100vw, 323px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9780143414551\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Rebirth<\/a><\/em> by Jahnavi Barua<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Addressed to her unborn child, this is the story of Kaberi, a young Assamese woman living in Bengaluru, as she battles loneliness and a tumultuous breakup. It is impossible to imagine literature from Northeast India without the stories of thousands who have left the states in the last few decades, escaping insurgency and underdevelopment, for better educational opportunities. Many have settled across the major metropolitan areas of India, forming a large and visible diaspora. Barua\u2019s short novel is emotionally wrenching, at times reminiscent of a sad, nostalgic letter. The prose is restrained and measured, with a gorgeous use of the second-person pronoun in narration\u2014a difficult technique to pull off.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<script src=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/widgets.js\" data-type=\"featured\" data-full-info=\"true\" data-affiliate-id=\"269\" data-sku=\"9789381017029\"><\/script>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9789381017029\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Bitter Wormwood<\/a><\/em> by Easterine Kire<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Set in Nagaland, this book charts the history of the Naga Independence Movement through the eyes of Mose, who tells the story of one of the many lesser discussed insurgencies, and the merciless counterinsurgency measures the Indian Army took to suppress them. Centered on simple day-to-day events, this postcolonial bildungsroman not only tells the story of Mose and the Naga struggle for independence, but also highlights the impossibility of writing the biography of a country as heterogeneous as India. Kire points out that all attempts to construct grand narratives about such a country, however celebrated they might be, will always fail. The author\u2019s introduction outlines the story\u2019s political context in broad contours, providing chilling details of how the Indian army burnt down thousands of villages, used Naga people as target practice, and made women give birth in public, all in the name of quelling rebellion.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781848665354\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\" noreferrer noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"600\" height=\"923\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/9781848665354.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-314817\" style=\"width:230px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/9781848665354.jpg 600w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/9781848665354-195x300.jpg 195w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n<aside class=\"related-content-block alignright no-title\">\n    <\/aside>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781848665354\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">The Land Where I Flee<\/a> <\/em>by Prajwal Parajuly<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group is-nowrap is-layout-flex wp-container-core-group-is-layout-8f761849 wp-block-group-is-layout-flex\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Set in West Bengal, New York, London, and Colorado, this drama follows a large cast of characters as they return to their home in Sikkim to celebrate the 84th birthday of Chitralekha, the family matriarch. The novel has an eclectic cast of characters: a gay oncologist in New York who is not ready to come out to his family and tell them about his American boyfriend; an upper-caste refugee from Bhutan living in Colorado with her lower-caste husband and grappling with racism; a disgruntled daughter-in-law who detests her life in London; and a young writer who has exposed a family secret by writing about it openly.&nbsp;The novel is also about the consequences of an impermanent state, precarious citizenship, and the shadow of the movement for self-determination led by the Gorkha people in Sikkim. As we travel alongside the characters and wait for their lives to converge, those themes run in the background\u2014one wonders how much of their lives are simply a result of personal choices, and how much stems from the violence, inequality, and injustice of their homeland.<strong>&nbsp;<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group is-nowrap is-layout-flex wp-container-core-group-is-layout-8f761849 wp-block-group-is-layout-flex\">\n<script src=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/widgets.js\" data-type=\"featured\" data-full-info=\"true\" data-affiliate-id=\"269\" data-sku=\"9781597098915\"><\/script>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/a\/269\/9781597098915\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Sugar, Smoke, Song<\/a><\/em> by Reema Rajbangshi<\/h4>\n\n\n<aside class=\"related-content-block alignright no-title\">\n    \t\t\t\t\t<article class=\"post-box\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/a-seven-year-9000-mile-journey-along-indias-contested-borderlands-suchitra-vijayans-midnights-borders\/\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"post-box-info\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2>A Seven Year, 9,000-Mile Journey Along India&#8217;s Contested Land Borders<\/h2>\n\t\t\t\t\t<!-- <p>Suchitra Vijayan\u2019s \"Midnight\u2019s Borders\" follows the lives of people in the borderlands facing displacement and state-sanctioned violence<\/p> -->\n<!-- temp without tags -->\n\t\t\t\t\t<p>Suchitra Vijayan\u2019s &#8220;Midnight\u2019s Borders&#8221; follows the lives of people in the borderlands facing displacement and state-sanctioned violence<\/p>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"post-box-lower\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\tAug 31\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t&#8211; <span>Namrata Poddar<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"post-box-image\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"post-box-category\">interviews\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<!-- blah -->\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"433\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/9781612198583-e1627401412363-768x520.jpeg\" class=\"attachment-medium_large size-medium_large wp-post-image\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/9781612198583-e1627401412363-768x520.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/9781612198583-e1627401412363-300x203.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/9781612198583-e1627401412363-1024x693.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/9781612198583-e1627401412363-1536x1040.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/9781612198583-e1627401412363-600x406.jpeg 600w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/9781612198583-e1627401412363.jpeg 1793w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t<\/article>\n\n\t<\/aside>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This novel by Reema Rajbangshi is a pioneering exploration of the Assamese-American experience. A novel-in-stories that spans America and Assam, the book offers a searing critique of something rarely explored in the South Asian novel: racism within the diaspora. During the BLM movement, conversations arose around anti-Blackness within the South Asian diaspora, and how literary culture has not sufficiently explored the theme. Rajbangshi\u2019s fiction digs even deeper, with an unflinching eye, by focusing on the experiences of immigrants from Northeast India in the United States.\u00a0They look different, carry the imprints of a different culture, and are otherized by immigrants from Mainland India, for whom Northeast India still remains a black hole.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.abebooks.com\/9788129103369\/Moth-Eaten-Howdah-Tusker-Indira-Goswami-8129103362\/plp\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\" noreferrer noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"316\" height=\"475\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-3.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-314574\" style=\"width:230px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-3.png 316w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-3-200x300.png 200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 316px) 100vw, 316px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/www.abebooks.com\/9788129103369\/Moth-Eaten-Howdah-Tusker-Indira-Goswami-8129103362\/plp\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">The Moth-Eaten Howdah of the Tusker<\/a><\/em> by Indira Goswami<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Set in a small Assam village in pre-independence India, this novel depicts the torturous lives of high-caste widows who are subjected to a series of brutal traditions and food restrictions after their husbands\u2019 deaths. Because child marriage is common, some of these women are widowed before they even reach puberty, and are then forced to live out their lives as widows. This novel follows the rebellious Giribala and her elder brother Indranath. Giribala, a young widow, falls in love with a British researcher who arrives in her village to study medieval bark manuscripts.&nbsp;Her transgression sends ripples across the conservative village. Meanwhile, her brother Indranath\u2019s progressive ideas about women and their feudal society clash with the tradition he inherits, putting him at odds with age-old, rigid conventions and the love of his life, Elimon.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.abebooks.com\/9788186706831\/Collectors-Wife-Phukan-Mitra-8186706836\/plp\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\" noreferrer noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"312\" height=\"500\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-8.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-314714\" style=\"width:230px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-8.png 312w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/image-8-187x300.png 187w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 312px) 100vw, 312px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em><a href=\"https:\/\/www.abebooks.com\/9788186706831\/Collectors-Wife-Phukan-Mitra-8186706836\/plp\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">The Collector\u2019s Wife<\/a><\/em> by Mitra Phukan<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This novel is one of the earliest works in South Asian Anglophone literature that handles the protest marches and militancy during the turbulent 80s in Assam. 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of an Intervention, Part II"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-text-align-left wp-block-paragraph\"><em>This is the second essay in a series.<\/em> <em><a href=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/aftermath-of-an-intervention\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Read part one of &#8220;Blue Spark&#8221; here.<\/a> <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"wp-block-heading has-text-align-center\">&#8220;Blue Spark,&#8221; Part Two by Nelly Reifler<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Chapter II<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>1.&nbsp; Noah and I got married on August 25, 2001.<\/strong> My stepmother\u2019s immediate family was in a gruesome car crash on the way to my wedding. We found out seconds after we said our vows, and from there the wedding became a kind of nightmare that still brings with it, when I dare remember any details, a tidal wave of shame. Mahnaz, my stepmother\u2019s wry, generous, beautiful sister, sank into a coma, then became brain dead in the week following the wedding. She was taken off life support, and there was a three-day-long funeral, in the tradition of their family\u2019s religion. All the while, I focused on one simple, undeniable fact: if I had not chosen to marry, Mahnaz would be alive. People tried to spin this fact, convince me that it wasn\u2019t true, but I still feel something close to insulted when anyone does this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>2.&nbsp; Aunt.<\/strong>&nbsp;During the 16 years that Mahnaz was alive and her sister was married to my father, I called her my aunt. I loved her unconditionally, and I took her presence, generosity and support for granted, just as young people do with family. After she died, she was in my dreams. In my dreams she\u2019d call me on the phone, bewildered, asking where she\u2019d gone. But while writing these chapters, Dear Reader, I haven\u2019t been able to call her my <em>aunt<\/em>: My stepmother\u2019s grief has been so profound, so long-lived, that it seems bottomless. She still calls out Mahnaz\u2019s name involuntarily. I can\u2019t skip past my stepmother when naming my connection to Mahnaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>3.&nbsp; Drunken skinny-dipping.<\/strong> The wedding site had a small lake, and my friends stayed up swimming in it until late at night. They were still at a party; the party had continued even after the news of the accident came through. Many guests were oblivious; it now seems perverse and impossible that Noah and I were ordered to continue celebrating, even with my father and stepmother absent, at the hospital. Now, out on the cracking lawn chairs, one played banjo and another a guitar. Alexander swam out to the dock, liquor bottle in his hand. We were in our 30s, and my friends were no longer lithe, but still dreamy enough to slide into the moon\u2019s reflection, to break it with their bodies. I shivered on Noah\u2019s lap. He hugged me, and I pushed my face into his shoulder. I knew things were bad. I knew they were going to be bad for a long time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignright\"><blockquote><p>So we didn\u2019t believe in God: So what?<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>4.&nbsp; My father sent us on our honeymoon.<\/strong>&nbsp;This was the day after the wedding. I remember standing in my father\u2019s driveway, and I remember how stunned everybody was. Like the wedding day before, it was a perfect day. Mahnaz was in what the doctors called a \u201ccoma-like state.\u201d My father insisted that Noah and I head to Quebec. My father told Noah, you are her husband now and you have to take care of her, the way I\u2019m taking care of my wife.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">5<strong>.&nbsp; On our way to Canada, we spent a night at a B&amp;B in Vermont, and I couldn\u2019t sleep.<\/strong>&nbsp;The man in the room next to ours snored so thunderously, the walls vibrated. Noah sweated through the sheets. In the morning we had coffee, and Noah took his Prozac. When we got to the hotel in Quebec, we discovered that the staff had set out champagne and roses for us. We had a view of the St. Lawrence River. In the quaint old city we drank wine, and in the bleak new city went to an art museum where there was a huge show of work by Riopelle, the painter who had been Joan Mitchell\u2019s mate for 20 years. Have I mentioned that Noah was a painter? (He still is\u2014one of the best I\u2019ve ever known.) He was dismissive of Riopelle\u2019s large canvases; I imagine that it was grounding for him to articulate his critique of the famous painter\u2014a familiar impulse in the swirl of misery. I kept dialing the rabbi who had married us, and when my bad cell phone finally got through to her in the frigid foyer of the museum, the conversation did not answer the theological questions I had at that moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>6.&nbsp; Noah and I had argued with the rabbi.<\/strong> In our meetings leading up to the wedding, she insisted that the word \u201cGod\u201d (or \u201cG-d\u201d) must be in the marriage ceremony. We didn\u2019t want it there\u2014which now seems inane to me, nit-picky. So we didn\u2019t believe in God: So what? Months later, Noah would posit that what happened was our punishment for trying to keep God out of our wedding.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>7.&nbsp; September 9, 2001: the day after Mahnaz\u2019s funeral.&nbsp;<\/strong>Noah and I returned to the 16<sup>th<\/sup> Street apartment. The phone rang, and I forced myself to stop crying and pick it up. It was a mundane call about a possible part-time gig. My mind collected, rallied, and I was able to sound professional and pert. When I hung up the phone, I said to Noah, \u201cThings are starting to feel just a little bit normal.\u201d The phone rang again. Dylan gave me the news: Billy Greene had been murdered the night before in the foyer of the Oakland building where they both had apartments. It was a cold-blooded, random murder: a single bullet to the head. If you\u2019ve ever known anybody who was murdered, you know how unbelievable it is when you get the news. I began to sob again and told Dylan that I would come West to mourn with him and our other friends, as well as Billy\u2019s father, Tinker, and his mother, Robin, who would be traveling from Vermont.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>8.&nbsp; I can\u2019t hop around the internet and find 43 stories<\/strong> speculating about Billy\u2019s childhood or his state of mind at the time of his death. There aren\u2019t fan websites or <em>New York Times<\/em> articles. It\u2019s better that way. Because I can tell you, without the complications of journalists and fans\u2014opportunistic or sincere\u2014that Billy was a golden human being, a generous friend, a complex and often confounding mate to the women he loved. It\u2019s simple for me to state that he was a great artist whose potential was just beginning to be realized when he was killed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>9.&nbsp; Surveillance video<\/strong> of Billy\u2019s death exists, yet the murderer remains at large.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignleft\"><blockquote><p>As a late Cold War child, I had waited all my life for the awful moment of mass death that would sweep me away.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>10.&nbsp; They were predicting a hurricane for the next day, September 10,<\/strong> so I needed a plane ticket for the following one. I had a long conversation with a kind but hands-tied clerk at American Airlines about bereavement rates, and how they\u2019re for family only. I think I was confused, being doubly bereaved, and still and already overflowing with guilt; I didn\u2019t understand how this person on the other end of the line wouldn\u2019t just hand me a ticket. Weren\u2019t things awful enough? There had to be a transaction? Then I came to my senses and realized that, yes, of course you spend $800 to be with the people who loved the person who died whom you loved, too. I made a reservation then, on American Airlines; I had 24 hours to cancel it. For good measure I called around to a few other airlines.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I reserved a second ticket on United Flight 93 to San Francisco; I had 24 hours to cancel this one, also. I couldn\u2019t decide which plane to take. My seat on United Flight 93 was cheaper than the American ticket, though the tolls to Newark from Park Slope would almost cancel out the difference. The drive to Newark was longer. But then again, it was an easier trip, especially in the morning. There was never-ending construction on the BQE between Brooklyn and Queens. These are the kinds of considerations that are comforting to an emotionally tapped-out mind. <em>Okay<\/em>, I decided, <em>I\u2019ll go on the United flight<\/em>. I canceled my American ticket. Then I called my best friend Astrid, who lived in San Francisco, and who\u2019d be picking me up, to let her know. Astrid reminded me that there was an airport in Oakland, and I could tell that it would be better for her if I landed there. She\u2019d already be keeping vigil in the East Bay with the other mourners. The last thing Astrid said to me, sick with grief, was, \u201cAt least it can\u2019t get any worse.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This new airline, JetBlue, went to Oakland. JetBlue was cheap. I called JetBlue. JetBlue had no available seats. At this point I had about 18 hours to cancel my United reservation, so I focused my crazed brain on landing a JetBlue ticket. This was in the days before high-speed wireless internet was common in people\u2019s homes, and one didn\u2019t tend to buy tickets online, so I called the JetBlue toll-free number over and over. Finally, at about 7:00 PM, a family of three let go of their seats on an early morning flight to Oakland: JetBlue flight 93. I noted the curious coincidence: Why would two airlines have the exact same flight number for the same route and time? I snagged one of their seats. I called United, let go of my ticket, and got ready to head to California.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>11.&nbsp; Noah drove me to the 7:00 AM flight the next day, and he told me later that he had noticed he could see the twin towers of the World Trade Center<\/strong> on the drive home through Queens and Brooklyn. I took some Pakistani Halcyon, hoping it would keep me in a mild stupor for the flight, and closed my eyes. When I opened them, it was because I had felt a kind of ripple run through the cabin. I don\u2019t think I\u2019m very good at writing about this highly intense stuff\u2014it feels emotionally hollow, as if I\u2019m narrating, not feeling: but believe me, I\u2019m feeling, and I was feeling then, too. On the miniscule monitor lodged in the seat back of the person in front of me, I watched the World Trade Center\u2014the bright towers of which, at bedtime, I used to gaze at through my childhood windows\u2014collapse. I watched Dick Cheney\u2019s thin mouth explain that planes that remained in the air would be shot down. I watched the camera pan over the rubble of the other flight 93, United 93, that I\u2019d had a reservation on. As a late Cold War child, I had waited all my life for the awful moment of mass death that would sweep me away. I had fantasized a lot about how I would behave in that moment; I did now what I always did in my fantasies: turned to hug the person nearest to me, but she\u2014a woman about my age who\u2019d been chatting with me as we took off, before the Halcyon kicked in\u2014refused and shrank away from me. The man next to me ignored me. At some point, the pilot\u2019s voice came over the PA system and explained that he had not been told exactly what was going on, that we knew more than he did. He had been ordered to land the plane as soon as possible, and we would be touching ground in Kansas City.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>12.&nbsp;<\/strong> <strong>Let\u2019s Roll.&nbsp;<\/strong>From UnitedHeroes.com, an online memorial \u201cdevoted specifically to the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.unitedheroes.com\/whotheywere.html\">heroes of United Flight 93<\/a> who courageously took control of their destiny and stopped the terrorists from using their plane as another weapon\u201d:&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Todd Beamer, who resided in Cranbury, New Jersey, was an account manager for the Oracle Corporation. He died at age 32 in the September 11, 2001 attacks on board United Airlines Flight 93. He is survived by his wife, Lisa Beamer, two sons, David and Drew, and a daughter, Morgan Kay, who was born on January 9, 2002, nearly four months after her father\u2019s death. Todd and other passengers had been in communication with people via in-plane and cell phones and learned that the World Trade Center had been attacked using hijacked airplanes. Beamer tried to place a credit card call through a phone located on the back of a plane seat but was routed to a customer-service representative instead, who passed him on to supervisor Lisa Jefferson. Beamer reported that one passenger was killed and, later, that a flight attendant had told him the pilot and co-pilot had been forced from the cockpit and may have been wounded. He was also on the phone when the plane made its turn in a southeasterly direction, a move that had him briefly panicking. Later, he told the operator that some of the plane\u2019s passengers were planning to \u201cjump on\u201d the hijackers. According to Jefferson, Beamer\u2019s last audible words were, \u201cAre you guys ready? Let\u2019s roll.\u201d This term would later become the war cry for those fighting Al Qaeda in Afghanistan.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>13.&nbsp; In Kansas City, I got my luggage and organized hotel rooms for everybody on my flight.&nbsp;<\/strong>How did I do this? And why? I also remember dialing numbers over and over on my candy bar cell phone, unable to get through, and I remember the meal I ate that night in my hotel room: French fries and chicken. I remember that none of it was very real to most people in Kansas City, and I remember the collection of Indian miniatures at the Nelson-Atkins Museum of Art, and I remember weeping on the phone to JetBlue clerks, who were soothing like mothers. I remember an old man from Long Island\u2014also stranded from the flight\u2014telling me that he didn\u2019t like Rudy Giuliani because the mayor had treated the Gotti family so poorly, and I remember a Jewish woman getting drunk next to me at the hotel bar and saying, \u201cOf course they\u2019re blaming it on the Jews.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I remember calling Noah from my hotel bed and telling him to join me in Kansas City. I would never leave, I said, as if I were suffering some strange strain of geographical Stockholm Syndrome. He told me I had to come home. I pictured him doodling on the back of an envelope; I pictured our cats circling his ankles, darting, fighting with each other while he nudged them with the toes of his sneakers. I had no idea how to picture our city.&nbsp; He said that the iron gate in front of the building where we lived was covered with dust and ash from the collapsed buildings, and that bits of paper had floated down and settled&nbsp; into the cement rectangle next to the stoop. He said there was a smell. He suggested we could spend a couple of weeks at his father\u2019s place, a farm on the Gunpowder River in Maryland. We\u2019d hunkered down there before; at the turn of the Millennium, when his father was ready with generators and bottled water, prepped for chaos. I wanted Noah to tell me he missed me and that he was desperate to see me. And, you know, Dear Reader, he probably did, but without the phrasing or inflection I wanted to hear. Noah thought in landscapes, not language, and by the time words left his lips they could sound nervous and non-committal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote alignright\"><blockquote><p>I am not comfortable here, recounting these events as if it is important that I, in particular, recount them.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>14.&nbsp; After three days of limbo, I boarded an Amtrak train back to the East Coast.&nbsp;<\/strong>The first leg was an end-of-the-world party train full of wasted, traumatized people and heroic firemen on their way to Ground Zero. There were rumors that three terrorists had been taken off the train in Colorado. People passed around bottles of whiskey and vodka. Some of the doors on the side of the train were open, and smokers hung out between cars, leaning dangerously into the wind. Seductions were fast and public and lewd. The second train, from Chicago onward, was filled almost entirely by Amish passengers speaking in low tones in their lilting, softly guttural language. They smelled like sweat and hay. They were kind, and had baskets and bags of homemade food. A little Amish boy slept at my feet. When he grew up, would he remember traveling from Chicago to Altoona by rail days after the planes took the buildings down? Would he remember, I wondered, the woman with the strange, closed smile\u2014and how she didn\u2019t reach down to touch his head of smooth blonde hair, although she was dying to do so? But again: I know it was not about me. I knew it was not about me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>15.&nbsp; I\u2019ve been told this is an aspect of trauma:<\/strong> to insist repeatedly that the tragic thing is not about you, that others have it worse. But in my case, I really don\u2019t know that it\u2019s the trauma speaking (you see, I insist I didn\u2019t suffer from trauma worth speaking of, even as I\u2019m writing to you about it). Maybe it is the part of me that lands me here, at 45 years old, a writer, having written nearly nothing about myself my whole life. I\u2019m a fiction writer to an extreme degree. If I set out to write a story about something normal like a Pilates teacher\u2019s problems in love, it will turn into a story about an omniscient rabbit. If I want to write about the dangers of Fundamentalist religion, I wind up with a plural narrator who has just one body. I am not comfortable here, recounting these events as if it is important that I, in particular, recount them. I\u2019m not comfortable saying that my particular story is important in the large scope of things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>16.&nbsp; It wasn\u2019t the worst that could have happened.<\/strong> Many worse things could happen. Many worse things did happen. Worse things happen every day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>17.&nbsp; Noah met me at the Amtrak station in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania.<\/strong>&nbsp;For five days, all I had wanted was to fall into his arms and get carried around like a tranquilized cat. But he dashed over to me and told me that we had to get going\u2014he wasn\u2019t sure if his car was parked legally, and he didn\u2019t want to get a ticket.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>18.&nbsp; The marriage didn\u2019t last in the end<\/strong>, but it did last for a while.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/aftermath-of-an-intervention-part-iii\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\"><em>Read &#8220;Blue Spark&#8221; part three<\/em> <em>here<\/em>.<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n<aside class=\"related-content-block alignright no-title\">\n    \t\t\t\t\t<article class=\"post-box\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/aftermath-of-an-intervention-part-iii\/\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"post-box-info\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2>Aftermath of an Intervention, Part III<\/h2>\n\t\t\t\t\t<!-- <p>The third installment of Nelly Reifler\u2019s three-part essay about marriage, murder, 9\/11, and how she said goodbye to Elliott Smith<\/p> -->\n<!-- temp without tags -->\n\t\t\t\t\t<p>The third installment of Nelly Reifler\u2019s three-part essay about marriage, murder, 9\/11, and how she said goodbye to Elliott Smith<\/p>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"post-box-lower\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\tAug 20\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t&#8211; <span>Nelly Reifler<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"post-box-image\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"post-box-category\">Personal Narrative\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<!-- blah -->\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"480\" src=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/elliot-paris-Rv0iFwiLE4Y-unsplash-768x576.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium_large size-medium_large wp-post-image\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/elliot-paris-Rv0iFwiLE4Y-unsplash-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/elliot-paris-Rv0iFwiLE4Y-unsplash-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/elliot-paris-Rv0iFwiLE4Y-unsplash-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/elliot-paris-Rv0iFwiLE4Y-unsplash-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/elliot-paris-Rv0iFwiLE4Y-unsplash-2048x1536.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/elliot-paris-Rv0iFwiLE4Y-unsplash-600x450.jpg 600w, https:\/\/electricliterature.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/elliot-paris-Rv0iFwiLE4Y-unsplash-scaled-e1787161834951.jpg 1000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t<\/article>\n\n\t<\/aside>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is the second essay in a series. 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