says the pilot, voice sizzling over the speaker like . . . well, bees.
So we wait in our recycled air, each of us singing silently
inside our minds, a buzzing round, a silent, synchronous prayer
to break loose the colony or cluster or whatever it is,
to shake free the hive and let us depart. Dear nature,
how silly we are to think you won’t eventually smear
over our metals and wires. How silly to think that
in pursuit of the survival wired tight inside you,
you won’t crawl into our microscopic crooks and crannies,
won’t break our brilliant tech bit by buzzing bit. We cover
our hybrid bumpers with stickers for SAVE THE BEES
and tsk tsk tsk our cfc breath. But reclamation
is the song I hear just now— a faint whir building
in the rear of the jet. Like erasure, black and gold
felting the last hues of the human age.
Outside on the runway a worker in yellow stripes
lets a leather suitcase fall. A worker in sickly
yellow stripes points up at us and flaps his tired neon wings.
Waxing Moon in Pinedale, Wyoming
All the way north the sun sinks like a broken boat into a sea of black cows. Past Rawlins a song of bikers splits the highway, their shadows like bits of my past, missteps and regrets, stretched long then obliterated on the hot blacktop. Later, in a cabin south of Jackson, another sunk ship— the moon drips through lace drapes. Above us in bed bare bulbs bloom from bone, a luminous elk rack blessing our headboard with bony questions, casting skeletal spells on the patchy quilt. Beneath the quilt her stomach is also a waxing moon, new life turning on in the shadows of ancient forms. When we first passed into town the bent welcome sign had read like a prophecy or a poem— Welcome Home! it said, You’ve found all the civilization you need. And who were we to argue? How would the rags of doubt ever suit us now?
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